Usually, my wishes would come true...

My words have no merit, no say, no significance. I’m being treated like a piece of trash constantly, and no one wants to admit it. I once had a wish, that things would improve, because usually my wishes came true, but now nothing comes true. I strongly think that this is a punishment put upon me for not obtaining fairness in my life, and not getting back at the people who’ve been punishing to me. I don’t know what to do. My life comes off as wrong, and unfair, because that’s what it is. I practically can’t do anything because I’ve got these memories stuck in my head which I can’t get rid of. It’s like being tormented, psychologically. I think that I’m being called to reverse things, but now that we have all gone our separate ways, I see no hope anywhere in sight.