Wanted; full spectrum or UV camera for research of anomalies

Wanted; a Canon G10, G16, G1x, or Casio EX10 modified to take either Ultraviolet (backthinned sensor) or full spectrum. I want to have a UV camera with filters of various bandwidths to them color map each into an RGB image. I wish I could build and manufacture my own camera for such  purposes. If you sell me full spectrum, please provide me with an IR pass, IR block, as well as UV pass filters of various bandwidths; also, make sure to remove the IR/UV coating and use special glass to replace the hot mirror such as fused silica to enable a spectral transmission of 170-2000 nanometers...! Thanks!

I want to go away

I don't know why I still need be here in this world

I didn't know

 I didn't agree to anything at the beginning of life. I didn't agree that I would need to live it until it ended. But now I'm done and have had too much now let me depart the world

http://www.whodiedtoday.com/2017/02/26/neil-fingleton-game-of-thrones-star-and-uks-tallest-man-dies-aged-36/

I want to die

I want to die; I want something crazy to start, such as a war, in which I die. I want to be in peace already & not have to worry about my forsaken life

"I Gonna Win"

https://soundcloud.com/staysavageofficial/whole-shebang-episode-6

DEAD! I've been warning you!

Please listen to me when I write this stuff! I wrote that I wanted to depart this world. Actor of Apollo 13, as well as Titanic key words: I want to depart this world and die; I said it myself so much on this blog and now you can see that my premonition is the real deal. Just you wait
http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2017/02/26/actor-bill-paxton-dead-at-61.html

What Did I Do?

What did I do to deserve to keep living here? Why am I still here?

I want the world to go out of control

Hi there; I want the world to go out of control so that I can/might die in the midst of all of the chaos tht ensues. Please do something. I need to depart this forsaken world, and forsaken life. Unless I can go back in time when my despair started back in November 2016; why you should listen:
I have been foretelling the future on my blog http://surrealandnotable.blogspot.com/p/httpsurrealandnotable.html#comments and I have a premonition that my life will keep getting worse and that something horrible will happen. That's why I don't want the future to come, and I want my life to end

I want so much chaos to start to ensue and to die in that chaos. i want things to get really crazy maybe start a war so that I can die in the midst of it all.

Dear Readers

Dear reader, I felt a moment of peace about five days ago
I'm turning nocturnal
What is happening on the world at this time of day?
The peace was fake
Everybody is in a "feel great" state
And that is fake
Because despair has overwhelmed me

I don't care that people are worried about another realm beyond Earth. I wanna go there. Please take me there soon. They might say that people who sacrifice their life for a good cause are beyond death because they are not necessarily afraid of death, but I'm beyond despair and will go beyond to get away from here

d

I Need Someone To Lean On

I Need Someone to go places with, to another realm. Can I be transported?

Why Do I Have To Stay Here?

Why Do I Have To Stay Here?
Millions of books
Millions of experiences
Millions of movies
Millions of shows
Millions of foods...
...we are missing out on everyday. I don't care that people are worried about another realm beyond Earth. I wanna go there. Please take me there soon. They might say that people who sacrifice their life for a good cause are beyond death because they are not necessarily afraid of death, but I'm beyond despair and will go beyond to get away from here

I want to die

I want to die

The Results; Microscope Eyepiece Next To Cameraphone

 The results for my homemade micro lens are in!

15x lens results also coming!

I've Been in despair since Thxgiving 2016

I want to go back in time but the world keeps changing and doing their own thing

I Just Want To Keep Writing Until Life Ends

I just want to keep writing

I Dream Of Another Realm

I'm dreaming of another realm in which I don't reside here anymore; where I have peace instead. Where my departure has not caused any commotion and that I can make my own decisions without any fear.

Life Is Finite

I want to be November 15, 2016 right now, not 2017. I'm in despair I don't feel like myself even at home (I don't feel at home) Only so much time that is finite it will all have to be swallowed like a black hole. My life is being made up of black holes in time. Time is sliding in, taking the beginning and end of my life and make it go down these black holes. I want already to depart this world so that I can have peace, and so that no one will make any commotion of what I'm writing/thinking. I'm 22

I made a phone lens using a microscope eyepiece!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biFMzaEA5VA I attached the eyepiece of my old microscope to the front of my cameraphone; No more snow!; that would be sweet the 10x doesn;t exactly work though because of reflection so I resort to the 5x, ground to minimum length via a lathe! I want to take photos of snow crystals in the dark using a special setup and lighting the crystals from various angles then color map them in photoshop. I can''t use the Gopro even though it has RAW capture. The best setup I have right now is by taping the phone to the sliding /focusing platform of the microscope but even that is practically doing stuff in the dark (no pun intended). Then have something to raise the snowflakes up to the lens by maybe a box. All of this stuff was supposed to be five months ago after which I could gradually advance toward more advanced setups such as a specially designed microscope and/or something similar. Now in February, there is absolutely no hope left for me.

I want to leave Earth without any commotion. I want to be free from Earth. i want to enter into another realm! This is my wish, may it come true

People Are Worried About Me

People Are Worried About Me, but I don't want any commotion before peace

How do I depart this Earth without causing any commotion?

Will we walk down the same old? I need someone to lean on.
Millions of songs
Millions of books
Millions of magazines
millions of shows
millions of movies
millions of foods
(we are missing out on) I'm overwhelmed This is why I've been in despair since November 2016

A lot of people this year

A lot of people this year

someone will die tomorrow

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be here
I want to see the other side
I want to go and have peace

Dead!

http://insider.foxnews.com/2017/02/23/alan-colmes-dies-66

DIY Cameraphone Microphone lens; My Endeavors with macro photography

My endeavors with macro photography involve cheap either compact camera or phone. Took apart a microscope to turn one of the lenses into a microphone lens. It can magnify stuff by about 5x. Images coming soon. I took apart the eyepiece, then shortened the barrel to remove all of the messy vignetting. I then attached one part of the lens to front of the camera. I can also attach the other part, which is also shortened, to increase magnification, all without distortions of any kind. My first images with this lens was of club moss. I will also take a picture of the setup. I intend to get into snowflake photography so this will probably not work. I would instead get a compact camera such as Casio EX10 with a Raynox 500...or get a microscope with a compact camera. The Casio is a really neat camera because of it's tiltable touch display. This is one of the most closest focusing cameras, with a close focusing distance of 1cm. Alternatively, what you could do is use a lens such as an old lens from Zenit and reverse it, then take a photo zoomed all of the way in with a compact camera. That's just a cheap ways to do these kinds of things. I also bought a special lens for my phone which was a microscopic 15x lens although it's really difficult to work with, difficult to hold because of how small it is, and difficult to remove. I have since lost it though I will post pictures of snowflakes that I took with this setup once I figure out how to connect my Android to my PC. https://www.youtube.com/edit?video_referrer=watch&video_id=biFMzaEA5VA

I want to depart this Earth

I want to die

I Want To Die

I want to die. I've had too much of this life. I know that it will upset everyone, but the problem is, I've had too much time lost in my life, and, also I think that lost time is literally like a black hole sucking in everything that is left of my life. I just want peace in a new life that;s not of this world. I want my life to just stop in general

I want to depart this world and be free already. Thais is my wish who will listen?

the shops in Lansing FUCK THIS LIFE the shops in MICHIGAN FUCK THIS LIFE I don't wsnt to live anymore

i don't want anything desirable

Please let me die and be reincarnated
i want freedom

I don't want life on this earth. i just want peace. I want to be free in that other realm please please let me go i'm prisoner on Earth i don't belong and am not supposed to be here

I Hate life here

I Hate life here please can i just die. it's a cold world where nothing changes, places where i'll never return too. Chicago. DETROIT. Lansing, MICHIGAN. The buildings and everything is cold, eternal winter despite change of season. THE 80 degree weather doesn't make me feel better. Vegas, no. Everywhere I am isn't home. I don't feel like myself, no matter where I am. I'm tortured by thoughts of living here on Earth. Just let me be! I want out! I don't want technology, no electricity, gadgets such as smartphones and last year went away so now I want to die. I want to take all that is desirable and throw it away just so that I can be free of this world which is too complex and die. I will let everything away, whether it's thinking about going places, getting new technology FUCK THIS WORLD my parents have crossed the border and I want to be reincarnated today. FUCK TRAVEL AND THE FACT THAT OTHER PLACES EXIST AND MILLIONS OF MOVIES, VIDEO GAMES, FOODS, MAGAZINES, BOOKS, ETC. THAT I MISS EVERYDAY. I want out! Please grant me my wish and all I want is peace. Forsaken life

WHY I NEED TO'vSTAY HERE IF I WANT TO ENTER ANOTHER REALM

I'm being tortured by staying here. i know that Earth might be only planet out there but it's not the only realm that we inhabit. I'm ready to depart from here and start new life in other realm. WHEN CAN I FINALLY DO SO, WITHOUT OTHER PEOPLE CREATING COMMOTION OVER IT? But...I'm a smart guy and can figure out what to do. Life hasn't worked out for me & will never work for me again, despite the fact I'm 22 years old. One might argue that, me life is still ahead for me. The problem is that I've been in so much psychological torment, and I've wasted so much time in life  that happiness and life in general cannot redeem me from despair. [I have crossed the border of no return. I know that it's scary to go away from Earth because it's going into the unknown but given my situations, I prefer a gamble over life itself which i know will be so bad that by entering into another realm, I have nothing to lose. The life we have here is just one realm and we are too afraid to go beyond the border into the "other country", when we've had too much, because of what society will think of us. I've had too much of life and don't care that people think that going to another realm means death. Something tells me to go to another realm in which i will live again. There's a voice telling me

i'm ready to begin a new life...literally

I want to die. I want an empty slate that's empty of all of the torment that i've gone through since November 2016.

I Have A Calling

I have a calling To go home to not stay here. I don't want to live. Something's calling me to depart this Earth. When I do, I don't want any commotion.

I think she's pretty

I Want to leave Earth

I want to leave Earth not for another planet, but another realm. I know that this realm isn't the only one in which we reside. I want to get into an argument finally and die. Death is great and will lead to another life. This is what I believe in, because this is what I want happen. I've had too much of this life. Those who think otherwise don't understand me.

No Commotion!

I need to go home. Earth isn't the only realm in which we are in. There's a voice calling me to go home and away from this life which i've had too much of. Can i please just stop living here and leave without any commotion

Earth isn't the only realm that we reside in, & I want to reside now in another realm. I have had far, far FAR too much of life and am ready to transition into another. I want to die and become alive again in another world, in another life, and be reincarnated. There is a voice calling me from above to come home

In history, there have been people who have sacrificed their lives. Those kinds of people are beyond death. I'm beyond despair. I want all of this to end.

I'm Beyond Despair

I'm Beyond Despair; but what does that mean? First of all, I'm beyond death" means that I can die if need be and death will not overcome me, maybe emotionally or literally. So, I'm beyond despair, and into uncharted territory. Death is not something to be feared; instead, it is something that doesn't overcome me, or overwhelm me. I'm too far into uncharted territory to care. I'm indifferent

I want to get into an argument and die

I think that there's a world that is not Earth, and that we can go there if we've had too much.

People don't Understand

I know that Earth is not the only place we live in. These are not cosmic thoughts that I'm talking about. I'm not a crazy person. I just went through too much psychological torment throughout my life, that I'm ready to leave Earth. I might as well be in physical torment. I hate this. I've been ready to go home for a while now. Home is not Earth. I just wish that everyone would realize. I know that everyone else will be upset; but, they don't understand what I've been going through. I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. First I must get my own home at which I can go away from Earth, without any commotion. That will be the best because I might be here for the wrong reason. I've been missing out of far, far FAR too much every moment of the past years. Just like you, I've been missing out on millions of movies, songs, food, etc. If I ever had depression, then I'm past it now and into even farther territory; I'm literally into uncharted territory that's even worse than depression and despair.  and I'm into realization that I'm too far into this uncharted territory into which the world is not hateful to me anymore; it's indescribable. No matter where I'm at, even at home, I absolutely don't feel at home. Instead, it seems to me as though I were in the middle of nowhere with only the absolute necessities. I don't ask of anything desirable from this life anymore; I've already gone past this. Of course, from the looks of it, I'm not depressed or anything. But in my mind, I'm not even in depression anymore; it's worse, because now I'm indifferent. Especially given the fact that my parents are dangerous and have been yelling at my face as well as holding me against my will. I'm already 22 years old. There is no hope left at all. I'm literally prisoner. I've been getting information from above that I am being missed and need to come home. I'm not hearing voices and have never heard voice before. I will be peaceful for and not even know about it, because we live in another world as well I just know it. I think that I live in another realm that's not part of this world. People are too close minded to understand.

I want to go to another world that's not Earth. I have to go home. I can't belong here anymore.

My macro photography plan

Canon G16 w/ Raynox MSN-505  macro lens or microscope 

I have a calling to not belong to this Earth

Dear reader, whoever you may be, I'm in despair. I've been so since November of 2016. If you haven't read my blogs, then you wouldn't understand. Where are we to go now? I want to leave Earth and go home. This is not a cosmic thought so to say. I have a calling to go home This is like I want to get away from all of the psychological pain that I've been tormented with. I might as well have been physically, I mean to some it's the equivalent of acute physical torment. In other words, I've essentially been physically tormented throughout life. I've never been at ease throughout the years. There's a chance at something new though and that's what has to happen. Please leave any comments and/or suggestions. I want to have something new as in a new life, though not by having Earth be my home anymore.

I might just get a different camera

Update: Which camera's best for macro. Well, here we go again...the Sony A6000 with the right macro lens has a mag. ratio of 1:1, while there the Canon G16 with a minimum focus of 1 cm. Then there's the Nikon Dl series, with minimum focus of 3 cm but more pixels than the G16 (20 compared to 16). The Sony has 24. So...which camera will be able to produce the most magnification?! That is the conundrum.

Lucky Number

Remember I wrote recently about researching & getting a new camera? Well now I might have just hit the lucky number. I calculated the price for a sony a6000 & macro lens. And the final price was literally lucky...$777! So, is this the combo I should get, or should I instead go for something else such as the new Nikon DL? I should be able to use a macro lens for scenic photography as well. Any thoughts, suggestions, or comments are welcome.