The physical self vs the other self

It’s all fun and games when one is doing well, that is, when one's doing well physically. But at the same time, for me my soul is destroyed constantly, by how others perceive me and the fact that this world is just wrong for me. That’s why I wrote that the world is mundane, everything that we are familiar with is actually mundane, belonging to the Earth, which is not where I think we should belong. I think that we need to look into our “soul” more. In the past, perceptions might have been different, but I've come to realize how insane people are now.