The Demented looks people give me, and their demented effects on me

Don't let people bully you, or else they’ll kill you. That’s essentially what happened to me, and it’s exactly how I feel like those who tried to call me as a fucker, or showed me the finger for absolutely no reason, weren’t normal people by any means. You could tell it by their look that they meant serious business; eventually, they actually want to kill, and yes, I’m being serious! This is a seriously dangerous society that we live in, so trust me with my advice. It’s full of people who aren’t really human at all, they’re subhuman and yeah. I merely make slight mistakes and because of that, people behave demented towards me; what kind of entity am I, to deserve this? I’m human, I’m not perfect. I am seriously and literally fearful for my life when I see these people. What in the world is going on inside people’s minds these days? I don’t think that demons are real, but that’s essentially what some people are. They’re demons. For this reason alone, I would like to escape this life. But as usual, I don’t have that choice. I wish that there was freedom away from these people! You people are indescribably demented! If there was such a thing as the term “demonic”, it’d be the very definition of probably all of these behavior's. And I think that many of those that aren’t “demonic” are overwhelmingly annoying, or unpleasant. One example of a terrifying person is when I’m driving through a sketchy neighborhood during rush hour, the guy on the street turns around and of all people he could look at, looked at me with a kind of facial expression that only a demented individual would make! But no, it must’ve been a coincidence; the problem is that it’s been happening to me a lot! And then everyone seems to deny what’s been happening in my life. I come home after that, only to have other people be mad at me and make me feel literally unpleasant. I always seem to have bad luck, which manifests itself as arguments with others. Why is it that the longer I stare at an individual, at least strangers, the more demented they look at me?! The more I think or don’t think about it, the more my perception of our reality changes. I’d die to have a trance for every demented look given to me, because I’ll never perceive the world as a good place ever again. I can’t help but to keep asking myself, what kind of world was I born into? Those looks have literally left a permanent effect on me. So one more look like that, and well, I might develop dangerous tendencies, which could literally kill me. I’d rather have died than have experienced even one of these looks! But instead, I feel indescribably horrible in this life of mine. Why would someone do this?! I thought that after all, there was a fucking limit to how people could behave. And people tell me that I'm insane, which is the very reason why I'm not normal anymore. Sure, I didn't meet MANY people before, but otherwise everything seemed to be normal. At least it would've been normal today, were it not for the fact that I have been viewed down upon extremely critically, which makes me feel that the worst will happen. The people who are supposed to help me are only making this worse. I despise it when people read my posts and think things like “He’s not in his own mind” or “He’s so childish, I can’t even believe that he’d write this”. These kinds of thoughts, which eventually only make me feel worse in life, are literally oppressive. The amount of critique that I receive from some people is overwhelming, and quite honestly, terrifying, because the implications of such critique are extremely dangerous; you could determine dangerous ideas about who I am, or what my intention is. Just stop it; it makes life miserable so much that I’m literally terrified of horrible things that people might do to me!