Thursday, November 30, 2017
Russia Accuses US
https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/russia-accuses-us-of-goading-north-korea/ar-BBFXlvy?li=BBmkt5R&ocid=spartanntp
WHY?
Why do I get nostalgic for no reason, when some of the stuff that I listen to doesn't have any connection to my past?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
These Quadcopters Almost Do It For Me
There are about 4 quadcopters, each of which almost does it for me for what I need. If only one of them recorded .RAW photos, especially the AEE, then that would be enough specs to make me buy one. I'm frustrated, may have to wait another year or longer for a drone with such specifications to come along.
Another Piece Of Music That Makes Me Nostalgic For No Reason
Another Piece Of Music That Makes Me Nostalgic For No Reason! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A21jOLmhGDM
This is one of those songs that make me strive to literally travel back in time, either that or die...
Wednesday, November 29, 2017
As Snow Is In The Forecast For Europe
Record Warmth is being noted in the US, as snow is in the forecast for Europe and extremely cold temperatures are forecast to invade Russia https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/capital-weather-gang/wp/2017/11/28/record-warmth-roasts-western-u-s-and-nations-snow-extent-shrinks-to-record-low/?utm_term=.f80066d0e9e7
A Concert incident?
Will there be any concerts coming up soon? Because I think there might be something, an incident, at a concert.
I Don't Know Anymore
I Don't Know Anymore what I want to get as a gift this year. I really want some super expensive items but can't get both of them, I'm going to have to add a large part of the money from my own account. But there's a hurdle to overcome first, and that's that I need a car and a place of my own to live.
The Dangers Of Artificial Intelligence
"Remember when humans once ruled the world?" https://www.facebook.com/thefreethoughtprojectcom/videos/2043722159181374/
Self Learning Chip
https://singularityhub.com/2017/09/29/intels-new-brain-like-chip-will-learn-on-the-fly/#sm.00000gbm7jdimuf8yznbuce165807 Is this the start of self learning tech?
I like to observe the weather, and something's off with it over the past few years
I like to observe the weather a lot, and spend much of my time just looking at the clouds. I look at the sky about once every few hours over the past several years. Thinking or wondering whether or not climate change is actually happening? Here's something interesting and perhaps troubling; It's been about four years since I've seen a Cumulonimbus clouds. And it's been actually quite a while since I've seen those interesting cumulus clouds that were once a common occurrence. It's been about four years since any significant weather warnings or watches were issued in my area, and it's been four years, going on 5, since any major tornadoes or any tornado outbreaks have occurred. That's something that they're not telling us in the news. Yet, major tornadoes were once a common occurrence before 2014. My question? Why is this happening?!
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
RE: There is no moment of now
http://sciencevibe.com/2017/07/11/einstein-there-is-no-moment-of-now/ I just don't know what to think about this, I thought about the idea last night. I thought about how the present time doesn't actually exist; we're either in past or future. No. We're in both at the same time. That's how my memory works. I always feel as though past events are constantly happening are are still in place; the more I think about it, the more it dawns on me that the same logic goes for the future! Extremely interesting stuff. Isn't it?
N. Korean Missile Can obliterate most anywhere in America!
https://www.yahoo.com/news/m/d48f2fa3-0567-3551-a488-72f2f35d085e/missile-that-north-korea.html
I think I'm A Genius!
I think I'm a genius. This is why: I thought about Mrs. Trump's dark holiday, and then the idea dawned on me, what if she could use solar paint? That's a high thought! 😆
Mrs. Trump Planning Dark Holiday?
https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/evbjxn/melania-is-planning-the-christmas-from-hell-and-i-am-loving-it?utm_source=vicefbus
I Miss The Past Life
I miss my past life, meaning the life that this life was at once. Nothing interesting nor happy happens anymore, just mundane shit all of the time that does nothing except constantly killing my brain cells. I've had to surrender to this life of mine, which is what I'm trying to reverse but to no avail. I wish that this reality would end. Someone should pull the plug on the simulation. I don't want to be part of this reality.
Plants Gathering Critical Data!
https://www.sciencealert.com/us-military-darpa-plans-plant-spy-network
New World Order; Shit's Getting Real!
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-5120441/Mind-control-AI-chips-alter-persons-moods.html
8k isn't enough resolution...
Remember all of the hype very recently concerning 4k resolution? It seems that even 8k isn't enough... I'm just a part of the system, a part of this catastrophe. https://www.engadget.com/2017/11/28/hdmi-2-1-specification-is-now-available-with-10k/ Where do the limits of human eyesight meet the demand for such resolutions? Will it be 100 megapixels? 200? And HDR?! Wow! Where are we going with tech these days? I want to have a tiny mini drone with 4k and 16 megapixel RAW and at least 30 minutes flight time, that's what I'll ask for from the tech companies in the coming times ahead!
I'm just a part of the system, a part of the catastrophe.
I want to get something this year as a present which I'll be happy with out of the box. I'm just a part of the system, a part of the catastrophe.
SOBs
https://www.slowfood.com/sloweurope/en/an-ecological-and-human-catastrophe-european-governments-authorize-glyphosate-for-another-five-years/
Trump still alive
Why don't they fire missiles at us? Why do we only hear about missile trials, but never hear about them landing in another country? Something smells fishy here. Anyway, Trump comes out still alive!
Trump Live After Missile Launch
https://www.facebook.com/TheIndependentOnline/videos/10155500495671636/?hc_ref=ARQxZRPudlo5c6nBCQfUi-LGa-U0GhUiwGmOqCp9rRv7iKcI5EFV3Z7AiskvojApHjc
What will we discover soon?!
After all of these compelling and fascinating discoveries that I have documented from the science community, what will we discover soon?!
More Evidence
https://www.yahoo.com/news/russians-claim-ve-found-first-extraterrestrial-life-under-164508545.html
Scientist Claims Earlier Universe
Scientist Claims Earlier Universe before ours, and that the big bang might've never happened
https://www.yahoo.com/news/big-bang-never-happened-might-traces-earlier-universe-scientist-claims-103343290.html
Radio Pulses Could Be Sign Of Alien Life
https://weather.com/science/nature/video/radio-pulses-could-be-alien-technology
Monday, November 27, 2017
Reality, (you might laugh) has literally been killing me psychologically. I can't stress this too much. I wish that someone would already pull the cord on this simulation, literally. Seriously. I keep getting haunted by the past, and I can't stand it. I don't want to surrender to these feelings and emotions that I'm having!!
I Hope We Live In A Simulation!
I'm truly disappointed that I can't write what I want. I want to write what's true and honest. I want to escape reality. I sincerely and honestly hope that this reality which we live in is simply a computer simulation, or at least that's what I like to think. If so, that would let my soul finally come to rest. Yes, that's true, I'm not being insane, my existence would be better because I wouldn't have to worry about life anymore. And don't go to your friends snitching on me. Essentially, we're in a simulation but the problem that I have with reality is that it wants to cause me existential angst every moment of my life. I hate my existence. It's more than depressing; depressing is an understatement. I can't do like this.
What's Really Weird, Is That...
What's actually truly bizarre, is the fact that we could theoretically become a dystopia in which we were to not know what country we'd be from. For example, we could be brainwashed by the media, and we already are to some level, that the news that's given to us is coming from Korea, while it's actually coming from Japan. And they could be showing us pictures from China, while it's actually Japanese. The Japanese were supposed to be the supreme leaders of the world, but for some reason there was a change in things. And for strange reasons, those which I don't necessarily understand, times are better off now rather than if everyone spoke German or Japanese. I sometimes think of why people prefer these times, when the western world is basically ruled by either America or the EU. I don't think it's all that interesting anymore. It's gotten to be truly boring, and I seek happiness where their actually isn't any left in my life. The lack of new music and movies is killing me inside. And the lack of adventure and lack of new places to visit is killing me. We need to really roll the political dice to mix things up so that everything becomes more interesting on this world from now on, shouldn't we? Lack of emotions and feelings in my life deteriorates me psychologically and mentally, because I'm bored of everything by now. I enjoy reading about quantum mechanics. Nothing interesting or neat comes up on Facebook except once in a few days or less often. It's more than depressing, that it must be the same still.
The Crimes We Aren't Aware Of
Violence cannot be tolerated/accepted. We must stop violence. Just another reason to stay distracted though! When we try to stop violence, we are being distracted by real stuff that's happening in the world. I can't come to terms with what americans don't realize, what they are unaware of when it has to do with news. I mean, there are so many things happening, even in America, which are pure evil, and we never talk about it, neither on Facebook, nor through out ultra neat cell phones and other gadgets. So much more possibilities for communication these days, and yet the news doesn't get through. The worst crimes, at least many of them, go by practically unnoticed and unpunished. I'm actually sad because of it, ...
A Gift
https://www.tomtop.com/p-rm9171-2.html; I'd like something like this that could do full HD, take 14 mp stills and have burst shooting. That would about do it for me.
How to?
How do you change the text on Facebook, such as notifications, messages, etc. to something else? Message me on FB if you know. Otherwise, I keep wondering.
Earth's Mantle Cooling Fast
http://sciencevibe.com/2016/12/15/earths-mantle-is-cooling-off-2x-faster-than-expected/
54 degrees above average!
54! (In a fast, loud voice). Yes, 54. That's the number of degrees that the temperature is to rise above average https://robertscribbler.com/2017/11/27/54-fahrenheit-above-average-extreme-warming-event-for-greenland-baffin-bay-underway/
"Oh, don't worry, it could just be the way the jet stream moved" "It's just climate change" The excuses... Incident at a concert, everyone, incident at a rock concert.
Incident At My Home
Yeah there's bound to be horrible stuff happening at my house because I've got bad influences on my life. Hopefully you could help me, if only you could! I enjoy reacting violently, but I can't do it any other way or else it hurts down to the core. I don't like to consider my house as my home, because 1) it's not mine, and 2) It doesn't feel like home.
Home seems like more of a feeling or emotion, a state or sense of self, and not a place!!!!!!
Incident At A Concert
Awolnation, Pagan rituals, Lady Gaga, An accident on stage somewhere. Like someone, maybe one of the singers, fall or have a healthy attack? I think it'll be on stage but I don't know... I'm not exactly a fortune teller but some things I can tell regarding the future. Well I hope I'm right I hope that I don't foresee anything wrong in this world but you never know. I mean, it's not because of me. Where are they touring guys, where will the accident/incident take place? See everyone, I can't tell everything because I'm not almighty but I can tell specific events are likely to occur. So follow me on Facebook.
Black Friday/ Monday Deals
I didn't take advantage of Black Friday, and I didn't take advantage of Cyber Monday. Neither this year nor previous years. I just never really bought anything during this time of year. The 31st of December is the most exciting day of the whole year, not Black Friday/Cyber Monday! I want to get either the DJI Spark or Bebop drone. Reporting back, I didn't find any electronics that could've been cheaper today than on Friday. I guess that for some like you, the search might not be over. But for me, it's pretty settled down. I'm mostly in it for the 31st! I'm glad that Thanksgiving is over, I didn't have any Turkey, which is a good thing. I don't like Thanksgiving because it's mostly an American kind of thing. Other people should be thankful, but aren't. I prefer to be one of those, but at the same time, as I've just mentioned, I don't like to necessarily celebrate Black Friday, so maybe I can be forgiven?
November ends with temps in the 60's?
November ends with temperatures in the 60's? and lows near or at about 50?! That means December will likely be warm. The low temperatures generally indicate high temperatures a month later. I'm not liking this so far, but hey.
Bitcoin in 3d!
https://news.bitcoin.com/new-virtual-reality-tool-lets-explore-bitcoin-blockchain-3d/
Billboards Going Up "Impeach Trump"
https://www.rt.com/usa/410579-impeach-trump-billboards-nyc/?utm_content=bufferf53b9&utm_medium=social&utm_source=facebook.com&utm_campaign=buffer
Trump Tweets Strange Source
http://www.weeklystandard.com/trump-tweets-link-to-conspiracy-theory-website/article/2010606
Extraterrestrial bacteria; has it been found?
https://www.rt.com/news/411039-living-bacteria-iss-surface/#ampshare=https://www.rt.com/news/411039-living-bacteria-iss-surface/
More Dangerous War Than N. Korea Looming?\
http://nationalinterest.org/blog/the-buzz/war-between-india-pakistan-nuclear-weapons-could-fly-23370
Retired General Launches Major Attack On Trump
https://www.yahoo.com/news/former-cia-director-criticises-donald-110244717.html
Listen With Special Antennas
This time, listen without needing internet, or cell phone tech. https://makezine.com/projects/make-24/homemade-yagi-antenna/
What Comes Beyond The Technological Age
https://singularityhub.com/2017/11/19/how-technology-is-leading-us-into-the-imagination-age/?utm_source=hub&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=xthinkers&utm_content=nov-week-4&mkt_tok=eyJpIjoiTWpReE16Y3paVE5oTUdNNSIsInQiOiJpeFY4aE11K1JPdUVDMVJNMFNib1JNOFYxSEZqUkN1eFF6cnl4Y2lxemEwbHFGYmhKRlwvVEpwdnRSOHRwcmJORWZKZkVsOGozK0tSdFV6dGVtZGpkWXZtcWI4Q3VGZ016aUw4RTJvQ2RtK0hjRFpVajF0TzI3U1djREpsZVh0dzEifQ%3D%3D
Saturday, November 25, 2017
Anti Aging Plant Extracts
https://www.news-medical.net/news/20171031/Deep-learning-technology-reveals-anti-aging-plant-extracts.aspx
Friday, November 24, 2017
'Haunted' electronics
Electronics are essentially haunted. That's how I feel every time I use an electronic device. I know it's "fun", but there's something indescribable about this world of electronics! I mean, we have to be truly careful what we do and say, not just over social media, but also in the presence of an electronic device, especially if it's a new device. It's something that might sound extremely strange, however, it's true and I can't really explain it. I know this because it either brings me luck or no luck everytime I apply this logic. The experiment in which people could change computer code or operation via their deepful, mindful, and concentrated thinking is quite appaling compared to what I just wrote, because what I just wrote is far more interesting and important. When I say something bad when the electronic devices aren't put away, it's as though I get a bad feeling and get bad luck afterwards. Seriously, though, please consider this. Again, this is something that goes by unexplained and I try to solve this mystery but no one's going to think that I'm telling the truth. I feel the surge of bad luck sometimes and it makes me seem insane whenever
i start talking about it, but it's true nonetheless. My life revolves around truly bad luck, but that's an understatement. I hate the people of this world for putting me down if I were to tell this to anyone.
"Opening Pandora's Box"
I told you! http://compelledblog.blogspot.com/2017/11/i-think-that-were-going-to-open.html and the next few days, we did. We essentially opened Pandora's box. Ever since the 21st of this month, we have discovered a few things, including antimatter being created in Earth's atmosphere, the fact that a gravitational anomaly from the beginning of the Universe was discovered on Earth, as well as unexplained strange booms being unvestigated on Earth. This came about one day after watching (not even one day after posting about) Jim Carrey unexplained video. If you've been reading my recent posts, you know about these things! ☹
Thursday, November 23, 2017
Strange Unexplained Booms Being Investigated Around The World
https://www.yahoo.com/news/m/196fd49d-5263-3358-8a07-9d4283286e27/ss_nobody-can-explain-loud.html I told you we'll open Pandora's box!
Gravitational Anomaly From The Beginning Of The Universe Observed On Earth
https://newatlas.com/gravitational-anomaly-observed/50559/ I told you we'll open Pandora's box!
Antimatter in Earth's Atmosphere!
https://newatlas.com/lightning-gamma-rays-antimatter/52312/ I told you we'll open Pandora's box! 
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
Wow, This Is Powerful!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUbiZ0YyItM I watched this video and was really inspired. What Jimmy says resonates with much of what I think, I think that the end of all psychological suffering can come through philosophy and the essence of life. It's somewhat sad that I miss these videos just as they are released. If this kind of information were true, then my life would become more peaceful at a psychological level. What you do doesn't negate nor add to anything. "Maybe it's time we change our minds". We are all part of the Universe.
More Facebook Friends
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2017/11/171120124449.htm?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=facebook
Solitude As A Competitive Advantage
https://hbr.org/2017/10/in-a-distracted-world-solitude-is-a-competitive-advantage
Trump To Declare N. Korea As Terror Country
http://thehill.com/homenews/administration/361203-trump-declares-north-korea-a-state-sponsor-of-terror
Trump has made a bad decision, in my opinion
He's not correct in doing this https://www.cnbc.com/2017/11/17/trump-rule-on-big-game-trophy-imports-angers-top-republican-.html
This ought to be a simulation in my opinion
This life is worthless. It ought to be a simulation, then I'd be happy. They ought to reboot the PCs to get me started on a brand new life that's better than the previous one (this one), LITERALLY. After all, this life that I'm living in can't possibly be real because there's no justice in it. I find it impossible to accept and hopefully others feel the same because it's true. The people that hurt me in this life don't get what they deserve so there's no justice here in this life. I hate to say this, but it's definitely true. In 80 years or so when I die, if I find out that this is true than that is the only way I will find peace. Otherwise, I'm a tortured soul that hasn't liked life whatsoever.
Thxgiving full of stupid shit,
Why must my life be so full of stupid shit people talk about during family gatherings?! To start off this post...Oh yeeah 5:00 AM already, man this night kind of flew by I guess, well, at least compared to previous days. What to do today? I sure hope that you are all not distracted by something else other than my posts on blogger! Like maybe thanksgiving distracts you, or something else? You know what, I hate special occasions such as thanksgiving. And guess what? During those times, when family gets together, my family talks about the stupid shit that I really shouldn't hear, and will probably talk about uncomfortable shit. Yes, if this offends you, and you know me, I don't care. I need to get the message out so that someone hears me. After all, the people who I'm with the most is family, and it hasn't had a good influence on me.
The Simulated Reality
So I've been thinking about this theory, simulated reality. I've been thinking since time seems to literally go away based on our perception, during sleep, that this is when the simulation is disrupted for us. Yet what's interesting is that if the world stopped spinning, we would, supposedly, go into a state where we would sleep for about 24 hours, followed by about 48 hours of sleeplessness; does this indicate that the origins of our dna come from somewhere else? Anyway, yes, time literally seems to vanish as we're in deep sleep and not dreaming. When we're dead, it doesn't matter now because you don't experience anything; you don't even see black. When dead, we experience time as going by as fast as possible, or even faster! In fact, one million years of being unconscious would be over in the single smallest unit of time. In my opinion, this is not something to be afraid of, this is actually downright perplexing to ponder, isn't it? So, since time can be manipulated by our perception this way, then what does this tell us about the theory of simulated reality? And what is the relationship between simulated reality and the holographic principle? Hmm... interesting how virtual reality and holographic displays go together in a sense, isn't it? Now, if that's not perplexing, then what is?
Weather clashes with war (fiction)
In the midst of elements, the collision of freezing rain and raging fire is met with overpowering ambition. As forces run out along the 10,000 mile stretch of land stretching north to south, they come across both polar and extremely hot conditions. In the middle are the intermediate temperate regions dominated by lightning and thunder, as well as downdrafts. Everything starts to get warmer, with enormous ice chunks venturing from the northern and southern extremities of the peninsula, mixing things up for the armies, as the enormous icebergs, made up of supercooled nitrogen, cause extreme temperature shifts and bubbles of cold, as well as rapid mixtures of clouds as the two armies fight against each other. Extremely Hot acid rain races down from above, drenching the frozen chunks of nitrogen, creating tiny microbursts which cause booms, as they neutralize the extremely basic nitrogen (nitrogen is mixed with a base). Meanwhile, the Northern Polar Whiteshirts collide with the Southern Polar Blackshirts, making for spectacular art as seen from space. And while war rages on, the relentless ferocity of nature takes it's toll on the progression of aggression. A force of 10,000 primitive Whiteshirts fights off against a force of 1,000 highly advanced Blackshirts amidst an inland hurricane, the likes of which has never been witnessed before. As war mingles with the forces of nature, a brief blast of gamma rays disrupts all life, making electronics malfunction. Eventually, the supervolcano erupts, causing the reversal of warmth along the entire expanse of the peninsula.
They Fight In The Midst Of The Elements
"They are in the midst of simultaneous tornadoes and earthquakes, with Mesoscale Convective Systems ensuing rampage among the ranks. They roar along, over the rolling and jagged mountains, made up of rolling horizontal hills, and then along countless canyons. They fight their way through the toughest of weather conditions, from the Siberian wasteland to the driest deserts of the world. The Polar Army of the North faces the great Saharan Army of the Sahara, in mixed temperate weather, as emotions mix like various hues of color, colliding and merging into newer colors. An artist couldn't have made this up. And finally, a song is inspired by all of this rampage, and it would be called "Holographic Principle Featuring Simulated Reality". The elements are colliding, and new ones are being created, as the toughest of tough fighters come out of the rubble.
Monday, November 20, 2017
Earth Is Slowing Down, Causing More Earthquakes
https://www.yahoo.com/news/m/be5796c4-498f-3564-a2b7-ee7e8064e656/ss_earth%27s-rotation-is.html
What I Think About Elon Musk
Elon Musk was someone who I once regarded as a great guy and maybe still do, but I get scared of his presence. I get scared of the presence my past college professors. Seriously. I don't like to get caught up in the madness, but as you might be able to tell, I have been and I want out.
Either This, Or We Will Cease To Exist!
According to Elon Musk, either we will create a simulated reality indistinguishable from our own, or we will we destruct. Just watch https://youtu.be/TvMLqar5wps?t=327 . I honestly can't wait for this to become reality, but at the same time I realize the indescribable consequences that it could cause. For me though, VR would be extremely powerful on a personal and cognitive level, here's why: One day, I had a dream I was jumping off and out of cliffs. Instead of dying, however, I felt like a cartoon character. I don't know if this matters right now or not, but at the time the reason for me jumping (in fact I wasn't aware at the time that I was dreaming) was not because I was depressed. Ever since that dream, I've just about lost the fear of heights. And maybe even fear overall. So in VR, I could expand my realm of possibilities!
I'm Tired
I'm very freaking tired. It's past midnight. I'm tired of it being autumn, winter should hurry up. Although, hurricane season isn't ending just yet so that should be interesting. I'm tired of these dark, gloomy, and dreadful days of November. A time of year that doesn't last long, yet is dreary and miserable. Where has all of the wind gone
I Get Scared
Just like a child, I get scared thinking about the world. This is because I feel unpleasant. Everyone seems to care for the well being of society in general, while failing to care about me. This is a scary world in my opinion. And my life is one of suffering. I don't want to live this way. It's been this way in school for as long back as I can remember. What else interesting? It's also interesting, that all of this is true. I've been literally put down in college it seems. I'm not even joking.
I Want That New Camera
I want that new camera. I don't know how I'll get it; whether I'll win a gift card, or save up money and wait for next black friday. Either way, Wish me luck! Remember, the days when I used to get expensive gifts for birthday or whenever are over. Back in the day, when I was still a kid I could have asked for such things of good value, but times have clearly changed and are going downhill, like a failing economy!
Those Days Are Over
Those days, when I'd be excited to get something exciting as a present, are over. I spent too much money this year. But hey, I was truly bored and I wanted to invest in my hobby, photography. There was once a time when I'd be excited for getting presents, and it's just not going to happen this year; in fact, it's been like this for the past few years. I didn't really get what I wanted, didn't get excited at all.
Gruesome but true
http://www.nikolateslafans.com/science/the-worlds-first-human-head-transplant-has-been-successfully-carried-out/
Sunday, November 19, 2017
Taking Risks
Wow. I had a dream in which one of my friends and I were on assignment. My friend tells me, "get closer". I asked her, "do you watch movies?", to which she replied yes. "Netflix?" "No." she replied. The thing that I think would be more than important to take away from this, is that, in life, We don't have time for assignments, my friends. Everyone fell asleep in the room. The world around me seemed asleep. But that's not true, mind you. The daily hustle and bustle continues, even to this day. Don't close your eyes, but ask yourself, "how is this not a big deal?" And realize that our dreams, whether crazy such as getting something for more than $1,000 or plain simple just as the dream I just described to you, are achievable once we start taking risks.
Thursday, November 16, 2017
Where have the times gone?!
Baby, you're like electric love. Baby, you're lightning in a bottle! Now I've got your attention! Why is there never any time for me?
I Want To Write
I want to write. Writing is a lifestyle. I write creatively. You try to delay me until I die, but hopefully to no avail. Hopefully those who called me bitches get what's coming their way.
What I think
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQ0mxQXmLsk&index=3&list=RD-grLLLTza6k I can feel my brain cells dying while watching this video but hey, it's alright I guess. I guess that many brain cells die even when I'm not watching Youtube and TV, because of the mundanity of reality. I look at the same mundane stuff on a daily basis. Anyways, I hope that mine isn't in Havana. I hope mine is in Michigan. I feel like I'm in the middle of a battle.
I can feel my brain cells dying
I can feel my brain cells dying. No, seriously. And it's horrible. I think it's best to just stop whatever I'm doing. What's happening to me today? I can't watch much TV or internet. I'm a lost cause. No one can help me, I'm too far beyond help. To give you a clue of how many brain cells are dying, I started watching the babysitter. (no applicable emoji).
My Fantasy
My fantasy is to walk into an electronics store with a $1000 gift card, with this electric song blaring over the loudspeakers, and buy exactly what I want. I want to walk out listening to this song on Sennheisers. Then I want to achieve the Brenizer effect in various parks across the world, then post process them in photoshop them (enhancing) all while listening to this song on loud speakers. I don't need an iphone, I don't need anything fancy at all, for now all I need is for this to become a reality. Seriously.
This music's right out of my fantasy
I've rediscovered a neat song and swear that this song is like right out of my fantasies, you hAVE to copy and paste sorry about that but insert link won't work for me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYr96YYEaZY&list=RDN8aSrLda8_Q&index=7 I tell you, that time I heard this song was at Best Buy about five weeks ago and it made me extremely nostalgic, and I didn't figure out why until today! I'm so glad that I now know this song!
Why i Want A New Camera System
Why do I want a new camera system? I want to be able to take photos with higher bit depth, more resolution, better in lowlight situations, and be able to use higher quality lenses, all while trying to achieve low depth of field in wide angle shots. Let's hope that I win that $1,000 gift card, which is why I'm posting everyday on Facebook for a chance to win. I already know that I won't get shit for my b'day and I won't get shit this year, and probably won't get shit at all.
You brain isn't a computer, it's a quantum field.
You brain isn't a computer, it's a quantum field. http://www.sci-techuniverse.com/2016/04/your-brain-isnt-computer-its-quantum.html
The discussion
*piano music starts* Me: I feel like I'm dead. I would rather be dead, because it's more peaceful and maybe I could find more contentment.
*piano music stops*. No seriously, this is how it is.
*The demons of society start speaking: It's because there's something wrong with his mental condition. He's suicidal.
The truth: I'm not like that, I'm just telling the truth, life has nothing good for me, it's much more a bad thing as opposed to a benefit. Life is just suffering, nothing less.
Society: He's mentally unstable because he's not normal like us.
The truth: I'm fine, I just realize how horrible life is.
Society: Life's fine
The truth: Life's indescribably bad. This isn't funny. I couldn't make this up.
Might time not continue anymore, would be the best thing for everyone, especially me. Everyone on Earth has a good life compared to me; I feel jealous of depression and despair now, for I don't even deserve these kinds of high states.
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
Do You Think?
Don't you think that there ought to be a major shift in human consciousness and time? Because I'm truly struggling to think about all of this as real, it shouldn't even be possible.
I don't want to live this way
I don't want to live this way. This life is anything but acceptable, it's forsaken. My existence is forsaken from the beginning, and I don't want to live a life that's meant to be this way. There can't be a possibility of this proceeding any further. There must be an end to everything. Otherwise I will keep dieing inside, it feels as though I keep getting killed by the reality of how reality works. Here I am, and I'm clearly and remarkably suffering mentally. This is no better than the worst that could happen. I'm being plagued by extremely deep feelings that will never go away, and it's like a deadly disease that's spreading, though I have figuratively died many times from this disease. I've got a lost soul of mine that doesn't know anymore about fairness and what it's like to exist normally. I feel as though those with depression, despair, and other such feelings are extremely lucky, because for me, I have no emotion left because as I've already mentioned, it's like I've died already. That's what I feel like; dead. literally. I keep noticing that noone notices this however, life is anything but bad to everyone else. I feel like people care far more about society in general rather than about the individual (me). Clearly I'm not enjoying life and there's more bad to life than there is good to life. And I have to face the consequences on a daily basis, constantly being in stress and being nervous. There's not really anything else I can actually say that could help myself, or to make things better. I've ran out of options and ideas to get my life to even be minimally enjoyable but clearly it's not working. Blame it on this or that, but it won't be true because you won't understand. Clearly people don't understand this because they're not on the same level as me.
Why is it still so early?
Why is it still so early? Why does time go by so freaking slowly? I feel trapped, as though in sludge that I can't get out of, that's holding me back. I feel like a snail that can't get anywhere. When otherwise, time would go by too quickly for me and now it goes by far too slowly. That's a reason for why I essentially despise existence on this world. In the time that it takes what seems like an eternity, I'm bored and there's nothing really to do that I haven't done before anyways. How could it end up this way? How could I end up in a world such as this?! It's indescribable. The suffering that I'm going through is anything but describable. "How is this even possible?" I tend to think to myself. It makes me feel every horrible way that one could possibly feel, from despair to anguish, from sadness to depression, all of the way to condemnation.
Newly Discovered Earthlike Planet Only 11 Light Years Away!
http://www.sciencealert.com/exoplanet-11-light-years-away-ross-128-b-biomarkers-close-neighbour
Tuesday, November 14, 2017
What Is The Purpose Of Life?
What is the purpose of life anyways? Apparently, based on my life, it's about being oppressed and living in excessive suffering. Why must life be like this though? That's something that I don't think will ever be answered. MY life is lived with torment. I'd be lying if I said otherwise. Life must be depressing and unfair, the reason for which I will never find out, at least not within a lifetime. I'm clearly disturbed by living in this world this life that I have, and will be disturbed for the rest of my life. What you think about this post most likely disturbs me greatly, and this has instilled great fear, I'm literally scared that the worst will happen to me. Life's killing me because of how critical everyone who I communicate with seems to be to me. I despise life as we know it. I wish that nothing further would ensue, that everything, would cease to exist. That would be best for me, though people will think otherwise because they don't know how much I'm damaged psychologically and mentally. That seems to be what life is about; for me to suffer; it seems as though that's the way that things are meant to be. That's just horrible. And why's there nothing to ever do in this life? This is simply unacceptable, but since it's true, then I must conclude that it's what life's about. Life is only suffering for me. The more I live, the more time I spend having horrible time, time that's being wasted and is nothing but garbage as far as I'm concerned. Life takes it's toll on me; a toll that outweighs anything good and any benefits of life. I'm living on this world, but this is exactly what I don't want.
Too depressing to think about anything
Sometimes I wish that strange and bizarre news were true, and it's not; It's too depressing. The fact that strange and mysterious news isn't coming and that it isn't actually real is too depressing to keep thinking about the world at all. I've been hoping that something would change in this world so that I could be saved. Reality is too depressing to even think about. Everything, anything that there is, is depressing too think about and causes a major amount of despair in me and instills the deepest feelings in me. I despise it, but there's nothing that I can do about it. I just need to wait for an end. When everything ends, that will be acceptable.
This is what I want to accomplish with a new camera system
https://photographylife.com/advanced-photography-techniques-brenizer-method-panorama This is why I want a Sony A7, so that I can achieve this effect much more easily rather than trying to achieve it with my punt 1" sensor camera. I want to create photos exceeding 250 megapixels and have razor thin focus. I want to be able to achieve significant depth of field even when the subject/scene that I'm focusing on is tens of meters away; much easier said than done. I recently made a photo of over 200 megapixels with my point and shoot camera. It didn't turn out too well. The depth of field is there, but you only really notice it when zoomed in at hundred percent. I hope to be able to win that $1,000 gift card to at least take a load off the price.
The Best Day Of My Life!
The best day of my life is when everything comes to an end. The end of boredom and mundanity. It needs to all end. I'm a lost soul. The wasting of time against my own will, will be avenged someday. I hope that this reality on this world gets avenged for all it is. And I could finally live in peace and contentment.
A compelling case for weather
http://www.thebigwobble.org/2017/11/a-sudden-storm-has-sprung-surprise-on.html?spref=fb
The Chase For Tech Can't Be Reversed
https://www.theverge.com/circuitbreaker/2017/11/13/16642554/apple-google-tech-innovation-invention-competition ; It maybe terrifying, but true. The increasing progress in tech isn't stopping, and it most likely won't stop. Innovation and invention seems like a perpetual kind of thing, so how is it going to possibly stop?!
Monday, November 13, 2017
There's nothing to do!
There's nothing for me to do! There's just mundanity all of the time. The same mundane scenes (everywhere I go) present themselves to me all of the time. That's why all I want to do is sleep. I can't live like this.
Sunday, November 12, 2017
What I Want (updated)
So I've been writing recently that I wanted to obtain either a Sony A7 (possibly A7 II) or Fuji X-E3. I've been doing some more research and have come to the conclusion that probably the Fuji would be a better choice. I base this on all factors, including weight, features, price, value, etc. I want to achieve! I want to achieve the incredible Brenizer method which I so tried with my old SLR camera using a focal length of 55mm at f/5.6. Now this combination(s) is different. Here you have values of f/1.2 and f/1.4 instead of f/5.6; now that's a big difference. But what does that mean anyways? I'm trying to achieve a significant amount of Brenizer, or defocus, using a wide angle lens. Unfortunately, if I opt for a wide lens such as about 35mm or wider, then I'd need to have a crazy aperture of about f/1.0 or less which just isn't available in the current lens selection. That brought me to something interesting. I came past an article about the best lenses for a Sony A7 under $500 ($499?). Many of these lenses, however are vintage and so for most of them, you can only find a used version. The best lens that I came past so far is a 58mm f/1.2. Upon stitching a panorama made up of multiple vertoramas, you can obtain some neat effects which are caused by the unusually shallow DOF. I recently had a chance (although not a pleasant one) to go to the park. There, I tried out the Brenizer effect with my puny RX100 II, which has a 1" sensor. To my dismay, the results after stitching in panorama software were anything but perfect. Not only did I discover that not all of the images would align (I didn't have time then to use my tripod), but I also discovered that at least one of the exposures was blurry due to camera shake, which leads to a less than ideal result at the end. of the process. However, I have learned something. I've learned, because of experience, that the Sony RX100 seems to be unnecessarily insensitive to light. It was about 3 am when I took the photos, on an overcast day on about the 5th of November, and each exposure was 1/30th of a second. Sure, blame me for using manual mode, however, I had to because that's what's necessary in order to achieve this effect. Since underexposing can easily become important during the imaging process, it's pretty freaking important to use a camera with a high dynamic range, unless you have an extremely powerful flash or enormous reflectors. I'm hoping that by going full frame and having a faster lens aperture at 50mm, that I can achieve the Brenizer effect even if focusing far away, though that really is more difficult in practice than it is either on paper or to be said. That's about all I've got. See you next time on thenewblogs.
When the wind rushes among the shrooms
When the wind rushes among the shrooms,
it'll go around
it'll change color
it'll change speed
it'll change direction
it'll medley with reality!
It'll silence the silence.
And last but not least, the water will ring.
Like a magical fountain
Of a cynical mountain.
And we're too critical, amountin'.
When the wind tears and shreds the trees,
they fall like dead bees
and raging like the seas,
they'll ravage reality like the breeze.
And together let's freeze.
And a fall to remember
but to never surrender
to real to render
realer than reality
and splendor.
When the trees fall they change,
upon the orange range,
so dazzlingly strange.
They would turn to dust,
just as we must
like the metal, as it rusts.
"We must"
In other words, "we lust".
Storms come in clusters
Clouds come lackluster.
The clouds like fractals,
the smallest clouds give off snow,
the largest cloud gives off thunder, slow
The main cloud surrounded by three smaller clouds,
each surrounded by three even smaller clouds,
those of which are surrounded by three tiny clouds
The smallest spinning quickly,
the largest spinning slowly,
the smallest spinning lazily,
the largest spinning persistently.
Persistence is like existence.
Resistance is like resilience.
Dynamic as a fractal,
but majestic like clouds.
The snow come quickly,
the lightning come slowly.
The lightning like Oklahoma,
and the snow like Minnesota.
Cold like Dakota,
yet the trees, they fall
their speed depending on cloud size.
And so was the story of a fractal
that never was.
But how magical the buzz.
understanding
I feel like I'm being punished for living this life that I've got. Why must I do so many things, and act in so many ways without any reward while despising what I do and how I act? And then it's as though I get punished for it; in fact, i'm punished because my time gets wasted. For me, every moment of wasted time is like a moment of death, because once I've wasted time, I cannot ever get it back. Time isn't something that's tangible, and that is the horrible truth. And so I have died many times before, but there's also another thing that I've noticed. And the other thing is that I'm also punished in this life for being a creative, artistic thinker, instead of thinking like a rational, mathematical thinker does; Life is so brutal in a way. When does all of this nonsense stop? There won't be any reprieve as far as I'm concerned. I feel like everyone is negative, or at least i'm something that's negative in this world. It's overwhelming in the fact that it's overwhelmingly true, and i don't want to be part of something that's negative. I wonder why this world is so negative, but I don't think that I will ever understand. There doesn't seem to be anything anymore that can be understood! I'm extremely stressed and nervous every moment, and so life isn't something enjoyable. I want to write creatively, not just about me and philosophy, but that is far flung reality. Time itself has seemed to move light years away from what once was like, when it seemed to extend infinitely.
Saturday, November 11, 2017
I spend most of my time with parents.
Yeah, that's the problem. I reflect them. Sad but true. Don't spend too much time with people that have a negative influence over you.
This Life Isn't For Me
This Life Isn't For Me. I'm put down, oppressed, and anguished. And have "everything I want" (or so they say); but that's only the point of view of a few people that I know. Unfortunately, those few people are also the ones that are around me most. I despise it. Why can't I be somewhere else at this moment? Why must I be the one who's having depression? Why can't I have anything to do? These are questions that I struggle with on a daily basis. I wish that someone could come along and help me but it doesn't look like it's going to happen. This life simply isn't meant for me. The excuse is that "some people have it worse off than you". So I should be somewhere in the middle? And if so, then when the world starts to get poorer, then I should move towards the poor too? Why must I be judged based on how the world lives? For about 95 percent of my life, I didn't know what life meant, up until I was about 21 years old. For the most part, I didn't know why I was alive. Now I know, but at nearly the same time that I had found the purpose of life (there are many purposes, or meanings) I was overwhelmed by my deepest feelings and emotions. I still currently have those emotions, which are worse than depression. I realized that these emotions and feelings are like topics; topics that extend beyond me. They are topics that cause so much despair in me, that they seem to go beyond a lifetime. That's a sad thing, did you know? I feel like I'm stuck in one place in my mind and there is an entire world and I can't get about, and there are things happening far away that I don't know about. And I realize that life isn't really worth it. It's not worth the despair and the strong inner feelings and emotions that I have within me; It simply doesn't work that way. I'm actually forced to live with this reality, and can't escape.
Friday, November 10, 2017
Black Friday!
Black Friday's coming. And I want to snag a deal. Does anyone know if those items that I wanted will be for sale?
Thursday, November 9, 2017
This is what I Want
So this is the newest camera that just came out and I want it. For only about $1699, it can achieve 80 megapixels!!!!!!!! https://www.dpreview.com/products/panasonic/slrs/panasonic_dcg9/overview Sure, the specs might say only about 20 megapixels, however...what you might not have noticed is that it has sensor/pixel shift technology to achieve a whopping 80 million pixels, of outstanding fine detail! And it has an incredible 6.5 stops of stabilization. I REALLY want to know more about the sensor for this camera.
Wednesday, November 8, 2017
Bad Day Tomorrow
I got a bad feeling again. Because I know it's not going to be good. Life is unacceptable. This life in this world is simply not something that should be allowed. I don't accept my existence because of this and also because life isn't fair, you get put down and the one who's responsible never takes responsibility and never gets punished. How do things work in this world?! I get ridiculed, I get tormented, I get put down and I'm in a state that's worse than depression. This can't be true , although it is and I despise.
I don't have anything to do!
I don't have anything to do! I'm having trouble thinking of something new, and exciting to photograph. This morning we had some frost and I tried but I couldn't get any interesting photos. I tried getting up at night but to no avail. Maybe it'll work out better tomorrow morning. The thing is that all of the projects/ideas that I had come up that were inspired by magazines or the internet, or even my own experience, have gone out of the window, and I've ran out of ideas. Another bad day and tomorrow too because nothing interesting happens...
What Will They Come Up With Next?
What will they come up with next? That is the question. It'll probably be new technology, which will let us be more lazy! Then we won't know how to live more primitively when the tech becomes unavailable. Sounds great, doesn't it?!
Tuesday, November 7, 2017
Cool camera features
In-camera stabilization, touchscreen, focus stacking, seismometer, there are some really neat features found in especially modern cameras. I want to have all of these features without going broke. That's one major reason why I want another camera, and plus the newer camera (Whichever one I get) would take higher quality photos as compared to my current camera. I struggle because I think to myself, "Do I really need a new camera?", versus the thought, "Am I simply too tempted to have the newest and best there is?". I'd say that it's about half true for one and half true for the other thought. With this in mind, I think I'll hold back on buying anything that expensive soon, especially since there is rumor that a new version of the A7 is coming up, so the original A7 should go down in price. Once that happens, I'll wait for black friday and it'll probably have to wait until next year. I'll probably buy the camera one day, and a lens for it the other day. I REALLY want the 85mm Sony lens, but then again I want to get multiple lenses.
Monday, November 6, 2017
Long exposure macro photography
Long exposure macro photography at night using some compelling lighting to create light painted photos! An ND filter would've came in handy here. Compositing photos adds dramatic effect, as illustrated here.
Some more boring days ahead
There are some more boring days ahead, what to do, I think to myself. Sure, it go sunny today, but the problem is that it's still boring outside. The snow needs to fall fast. It would make the colorful trees more compelling to look at. I can't think about how cold it's going to get on Friday. Hopefully I can get some neat photos after that cold front sweeps through.
Fuji Vs Sony Camera Analysis
Hi everyone! Today I'm doing some research into Sony A7 vs Fuji X-E3. The X-E3 retails currently at about $899, while the Sony retails at about $998. They both share the same exact resolution, 24.3 megapixels, which might not seem like much compared to other cameras, however at the same time, if you want to make the most out of many pixels then you must rather have an optically superb lens to match the camera's resolution. Finding a camera that matches or exceeds such a resolution, that's also affordable for me, is a difficult challenge. I think that research does pay off, however. While there are other brands of cameras out there, I thought that Fuji and Sony made some of the best cameras based on the quality of the photos that come out of them. If you zoom into a photo done by the Fuji, and compare another zoomed in photo made by the Sony, then the difference is so small that, if any, I can't even notice it. My budget is right around $1,500. So, let's look at the weight comparison of some of the camera/lens combinations that I wanted to go for:
Weight:
371g(Sony 85mm/1.8)
405g(Fuji 56/1.2)
186g (Sony 50/1.8)
Weight w/camera:
Fuji X-E2 w/Fuji 56/1.2=337+405=742grams
Sony w/Sony 85/1.8=415.89+371g=786.89grams
Sony w/Sony 50/1.8=415.89+186=601.89grams
This is a weight comparison of these cameras. The Fuji X-E2 is significantly lighter than an A7, yet the S0ny comes out on top here. These lens/camera combinations are based on lenses that I have considered as "affordable", meaning up to about $899 per lens, though I originally intended to stay under $500. The quality of top end Sony and Fuji lenses require a lot of savings in order to purchase, but I think that such a purchase would be worth it, and would do 24 megapixels justice. The Sony 85mm/1.8 is superb in terms of optical quality, bolstering an incredible 40 megapixels of resolving power on average. This is one lens that I definitely want, but I don't want to have to buy more than one lens because it'd get really expensive. For now, I would get the Sony with the 50mm/1.8 but, there's a problem; I don't need the extra scene/subject modes which the Sony offers. A plus to Sony, however, for extending their ISO down to 50. A plus to Fuji for again, being much lighter although the sensor is smaller so that's a downside; all in all, I think the weight/sensor size compromise equals things out... and another plus would go to Fuji, because of it's high burst shooting as well as it's relatively fast minimum shutter speed. Overall, considering not just image quality, but also features and all specs, on a scale of 1 to 10, I'd rate the Fuji as an 8.5 or so, and the Sony A7 would come out at about 8.5 as well. But as I've mentioned already, I don't require having scene/subject modes, so I don't need to pay the extra money for that. Regardless, I have wanted to have a full frame sensor so maybe I should still go for the A7? This should be an interesting discussion for anyone planning on getting a new camera, and not just interesting for me, but in fact also interesting for someone who's a beginner in photography. After all, even beginners should consider investing more into a new camera despite the fact that it might be their first camera. The reasons are their, but I won't go into discussing them here today. I constantly debate with myself whether this is something that I need versus is this something that I'm simply tempted to buy.
Weight:
371g(Sony 85mm/1.8)
405g(Fuji 56/1.2)
186g (Sony 50/1.8)
Weight w/camera:
Fuji X-E2 w/Fuji 56/1.2=337+405=742grams
Sony w/Sony 85/1.8=415.89+371g=786.89grams
Sony w/Sony 50/1.8=415.89+186=601.89grams
This is a weight comparison of these cameras. The Fuji X-E2 is significantly lighter than an A7, yet the S0ny comes out on top here. These lens/camera combinations are based on lenses that I have considered as "affordable", meaning up to about $899 per lens, though I originally intended to stay under $500. The quality of top end Sony and Fuji lenses require a lot of savings in order to purchase, but I think that such a purchase would be worth it, and would do 24 megapixels justice. The Sony 85mm/1.8 is superb in terms of optical quality, bolstering an incredible 40 megapixels of resolving power on average. This is one lens that I definitely want, but I don't want to have to buy more than one lens because it'd get really expensive. For now, I would get the Sony with the 50mm/1.8 but, there's a problem; I don't need the extra scene/subject modes which the Sony offers. A plus to Sony, however, for extending their ISO down to 50. A plus to Fuji for again, being much lighter although the sensor is smaller so that's a downside; all in all, I think the weight/sensor size compromise equals things out... and another plus would go to Fuji, because of it's high burst shooting as well as it's relatively fast minimum shutter speed. Overall, considering not just image quality, but also features and all specs, on a scale of 1 to 10, I'd rate the Fuji as an 8.5 or so, and the Sony A7 would come out at about 8.5 as well. But as I've mentioned already, I don't require having scene/subject modes, so I don't need to pay the extra money for that. Regardless, I have wanted to have a full frame sensor so maybe I should still go for the A7? This should be an interesting discussion for anyone planning on getting a new camera, and not just interesting for me, but in fact also interesting for someone who's a beginner in photography. After all, even beginners should consider investing more into a new camera despite the fact that it might be their first camera. The reasons are their, but I won't go into discussing them here today. I constantly debate with myself whether this is something that I need versus is this something that I'm simply tempted to buy.
Sunday, November 5, 2017
It's About That Time...
It's about that time when you start posting a status on FB that you have a specific time off or so and so is true. It's almost that time when you can talk shit on the internet. I hate being called bad name but I guess no one gets the memo. I didn't get the memo, in other words I totally forgot how I was called such bad name four years ago and no one took responsibility for it. A lost cause I suppose. MAkes me feel as though life's a lost cause. Because fairness isn't guaranteed in life. Life isn't based on fairness, and that's why just like many other things, it's unacceptable.
Saturday, November 4, 2017
I want to tell a story
The rain has now gone. I want to tell a story but nothing comes to mind. I want to be enlightened and enchanted. I need things to change. When will time change? And when it does, it will be for the better. I will be working, and will be able to afford what I want. I can't live like I'm currently living. Actually, that's just wishful thinking; for things will not change for the better, at least not during my lifetime. But what is there to do today and for the upcoming days? Ugly weather, no chance of capturing those fall colors no more. Is that so? I feel horrible because of all of this. I feel despair and anguish. It seems as though I'm beyond depression, and well... It seems as though I'm into unknown territory that's worse than depression. I can't get out though. I'm permanently scarred. I have, long ago, gone through too much over my life. It's not that I've gone through too much as of currently, but that already, long ago, I've had too much of life. It's indescribable.
I have a feeling that this year's relatively mute and my life's pretty uneventful.
I have a feeling that this year's relatively mute and my life's pretty uneventful.
What to do today?
What to do today? There's nothing to do around where I live. The weather is shitty. And it's going to be shitty for a while. There will only be about 7 to 8 pm when the rain stops; that's too late to go to the park at this time of year. I was going to get up very early, at or before dawn today to get some photos but somehow I didn't wake up. There's nothing to do in the next days either. Life is no good. I hope that we get snow, not because I necessarily like winter weather, but because I want change. I wish that there was no more snow for all years beginning now, as part of the climate, no snow but have something else take it's place to allow for a healthy change to come about! It's interesting when the rain comes and the sunlight shines at the same time, and when the weather forecast supposedly calls for snow but there's none coming. I mean, yeah I said I like snow although I'd rather have a different kind of change other than snow. Maybe climate change will fuel something, a difference, to our climate in the future and weather and climate might not not be as mundane as it is anymore! Yes, this is some mundane weather. November is as mundane as it gets. This year, the autumnal colors of the trees have been relatively mute.
Friday, November 3, 2017
Debating what to get for my birthday...
So of course, it's still November. But I'm already thinking about my birthday. Why? Well I think it's time for me to get an even better camera than the one I have, but at the same time, maybe I should ditch that idea and instead, get a photo printer? I like photography with rich colors, strong contrast, and high resolution. I like an expensive camera lens more than a camera itself.
I Can't Retrieve Lost Time
Don't you wish that time was actually something that was tangible? Like, think about it: what if you could actually gain time, literally? If that's how it were, then I would be probably buying back the past. The past has gone past us too fast, at an incredible past. I fear for just how quickly time will flow like in the future! It seems that it takes a higher consciousness to realize all of this, or else many people would have realized this by now. Because we don't appreciate the time that not just ourselves, but others, have, we show disrespect towards time. We can't just think about the time on Earth that we have. We also need to think about individuals, not society in general. I feel like people need to gain a new understanding of how time is for me. For me, time, seems as though it goes by differently than other people. For me, time goes by either extremely fast or extremely slowly. It's like a roller coaster ride, and it affects my emotions. I feel sad. I actually feel worse than depressed, when time goes by slower than usual, and I don't feel any better when time goes by faster because then it goes by too fast. It makes my life feel worse than it actually could be. My life could be the worst that anyone has it, though I feel even worse than what the worst life would be like. How can time go by like this? We must awaken, and I feel worse every second of my life. I'm forced to live, not because I want to but so others will be satisfied. But this isn't the way things are meant to be. I can't appreciate life this way, and more importantly, I shouldn't live this way.
Thursday, November 2, 2017
So What I Decided
What I decided is among two choices. I want to either get a Sony A7 with Sony 50mm f/1.8 or Fuji X-E3 w/Samyang 85mm f/1.4. The latter cost $1,178.99, which is a difference of $67.01 cheaper, but the thing is that I want the combo that produces shallower depth of field and that has higher resolution.
I Want A Fuji, however...
I really want a Fuji camera, but the problem is that I found that Sony lenses are generally sharper. But the camera/lens combination that I want cost about $1,600 or so! I don't know if it's really time to start saving up or just go with Fuji or a different lens. I know I've already gotten a camera, but it's a compact camera and I want an ILC again! What I want is that Fuji X-E3, but the thing is that even macro lenses are limited, and Fuji's 24mp sensor is simply too demanding for their lenses! Meanwhile, I'm looking at a Sony A7 or A7 II with either 50mm or 85mm f/1.8 lens. The Fuji with the 56mm would be great, but the lens costs an incredible $899! The reason I want Fuji is that, if you zoom in on a photo taken with A Fuji, as long as the focus is correct, then I'm astounded by the image quality, of course with the right kind of lens. I'm afraid that the Sony lenses are still sharper, at least the 85mm lens, than the Fuji 56mm. What to decide on, I don't know. Should I keep waiting and saving up, or should I get one of these options if they're on sale for black Friday? Should I wait for next year's black Friday instead? Hmm...
Wednesday, November 1, 2017
Cameras that I want to have towards the end of 2017
Fujifilm XT-2 $1,499 APS-C, 4k ,1/32000,14 fps, Battery Life=340, 3 frames for AE Brack for several exposure intervals
Fujifilm XT-20 $799 APS-C, 4k H.264,1/32000 sec, 8 fps, Battery life=350 78Fujifilm X-E3 $899.95 APS-C, 4k, 1/32000 sec, up to 7 frames for AE Brack, 8 fps, Battery Life=350
Sony A7r ~ $1,898 FF
Sony a7 $998 FF
Sony A7 II~ $1,598 FF, No 4k
Price Range: $799 to $1,898
Cameradecision.com Fuji best cameras:
- Fujifilm XT-2, score of 80
- Fujifilm XT-20 & X-E3 (these were ranked as equal), score of 78
Cameradecision.com scores for Sony?
- Sony Alpha A7 II: 89
- Sony Alpha A7r: 87
- Sony Alpha A7: 84
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