I can’t just abandon those who’ve been mean to me

Someone should come and take me away from this situation, away from the suffering. Complete lack of sympathy is literally like killing me, not physically but mentally. I lose sleep just thinking about it. I don’t want to help anyone. Everything that anyone does or tells me to do is unacceptable, because I have to get my life back! I never realized before just how unjust life would be! Life is a mistake. I want to redeem things, but I’m finding that because of others’ actions, my life’s a lost cause. Another day, another year, the same old. I don’t want to be living my life in circles. Because that’s how it’s like, I keep returning to my memories and to the fact of how unfair all of this is. One like me just hopes that a time comes when things will get reversed, or improve, but it gets worse over time!