I never want to be here again

I never want to return to this local area, because of the people here. The people here make me feel downright uncomfortable. This is not why I exist. Life isn’t meant to be suffering. Ultimately, I live with the philosophy that this world simply isn’t what it’s meant to be. Apart from this, when I read what people do to animals (apart from my local area), it makes me terrified of what they’ll do to me. I’m treated like a piece of trash, and people keep being fine with that, but I’m not fine going around pointing out the positive aspects of society, when I read about the torture inflicted on animals. Sure, there is also good in this world, but I’m afraid that it’s trumped by horrible intentions. Why did I go off topic to talk about animals? Because from my perception, it seems as though people want to, or like to, do the same, except often it’s not physical but phsychological. I feel a disconnect with the world; however, those that stray away from me are those that I tend to forget about, becuase they’re not worth being friends with. They may have friends, but that’s just how fucked up this society is; I don’t matter, but instead, the wellbeing of people in general matters! Then how can you people expect me to be sympathetic all of the time?!