Is this what you people are mad at?

I walked into a shop once, and said something that I'll regret for a while. I thought afterwards that it was funny, but now I’m feeling the consequences. Is that what you people are mad at? Because that incident was definitely horrible. I should live in angst because of it, I don’t deserve to be treated well. I guess that until the end, I will be looked down upon because of something so trivial. I thought that everyone had the capacity to forget about such things! Or maybe you’re mad at me that I got attacked and called names, that I’ve been treated like a piece of trash who virtually no one wants to have anything to do with?! I guess that I’ll always have problems with the locals because of this, but perhaps that’s why I want to hang out with strangers now, and why they seem to me like family. I need some comfort. I think that it’s time to move out of my hometown and find some better people to talk to! I “regret” leaving Ohio, the people were so nice, but I couldn’t help but leave. Hopefully I can return.