This is a blog about my life and what I feel about my life right now. Also, it chronicles compelling news events.
Saturday, September 30, 2017
My Forecast
Today I would like to write about my forecast for this month. I think that there will be a mix of significant and anomalous warmth with significant cold in the mornings. I think that this will also be true for the rest of the year.
Unexplained Objects That I Witnessed In Front Of The Moon; The Time I Witnessed UFOs
Whether or not you think that UFOs are extraterrestrial or not, this is an honest account of something that I have witnessed. It started about 2011 on the 5th of July, at right around 10:50 pm. The moon was in a phase which was about 75 percent full, and was about 40 degrees up in the sky. First came one object. The first object was a very unusual shape made up of straight edges but it was not nearly symmetric. It filled up about a one hundred and twentieth of the moon. It took about 15 seconds or less to pass across the moon. It was truly compelling. Once it reached, or passed, in front of the edge of the moon which was in shadow, it seemed to literally disappear into blackness against the dark sky, which was somewhat full of light pollution. And as it disappeared, I could see the object give off an explosion of sparks, literally exactly just like a firework. This was not however a firework, for it was far too high in the sky. I could tell that it was probably far higher in the sky than any plane that you usually see. Then, about two minutes later, the same kind of object came by the moon, in about the same trajectory. Then the same exact thing happened and I could see sparks slowly being given off. It was truly surreal to witness. I didn't record it, although I could see much more detail with my own vision than what a camera could capture, at least using our current technology.
Friday, September 29, 2017
Why does today's media have so much shit in it?
Why do today's songs and movies, I mean, why are they so full of shit? The Weeknd, Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, etc. Don't even mention movies, those are so full of shit that there's no use
Why?
Oh...why has everything and essentially everyone I know turned vile? They act bad to me. It was once different; do you remember those days, when life was not necessarily normal, but there was at least some slight normality to it? Now my life is totally uncontrollable. I get nervous and stressed out too much. I wish that I came from somewhere else, that I was born to a different family and didn't have to do with the people that I know. If I lived in the best country in the world right now, and it was a perfect utopia, my life would still be unacceptable!
Thursday, September 28, 2017
A Tantalizing Question Regarding Climate
Usually, when we think about climate we think about stuff such as temperature, air pressure, rainfall, and so on. So, what would climate be like on another planet? I ask because I've been thinking recently about PH; acidic as opposed to basic (bases and acids). So, I decided to ask myself, what if we replaced temperature with PH? This could be a reality for climate on another planet, who knows? What would climate be like if it was a clash of PH instead of temperature? How would climate then behave? Does that make sense?
Friday, September 22, 2017
Yes
I had this dream last night in which I was in a deadly scenario then I started dreaming up some stupid stuff about people reacting negatively towards me. Just like Kim Jong reacts to Trump. Anyhow the previous dream that I had involved me being up high. I had the dire feeling that I was going to die. Then I realized that it was only just a dream. Then I lost the fear of dying. Yes! But why does it only involve heights?
Thursday, September 21, 2017
The Dream That I Had The First Day Of Autumn
I will go to sleep again, and I may get extremely tormented by me dreams again. May somebody please help me. I can't sleep, and thus am tired in the day. I don't want to go to work because I get extremely nervous and stressed at work anyhow, to the point where the shear nervousness makes me tired, not to mention the horrible dreamlike state. May everybody on Earth sympathize and help out, because I have no help or hope left! Guy ran at me with a knife and I couldn't wake up, tried to kill me and the cops wouldn't intervene. Please help, I can't allow myself to be psychologically tormented any longer. I don't want to live but others force me to. I also had a dream in which I wish I had actually died during the dream, the devil was trying to get me and I kept being teleported and no matter where I ended up, I couldn't wake up or else my soul would be stolen. I need serious help.
Thursday, September 14, 2017
I Did That Psychic/Premonition Analysis
So not too long ago, I did that premonition analysis. I didn't find out much, except that my "magic number" is 11. Whatever that means.
A Premonition About What's To Come?
https://www.wunderground.com/hurricane/atlantic/2017/tropical-depression-fourteen a premonition about this storm? Yes, just give me a little bit of time!
What Is All Of This Shit?!
What is all of this shit in all of these music videos. songs, and movies?!
Feels Like I'm Going To Die
I feel like I've already died many times. Maybe I have, psychologically, yet I'm so isolated from everyone. I feel like I'm going to die. Every moment of my life feels like I'm going to have a heart attack or am going to faint. In fact, when I get home I go to sleep despite a lack of physical stress or overworking, I practically have brain damage right now and as time goes on, the worse it gets. You'd think that it would get better with time. But it's a pain that never goes away. I got a bad feeling; that I'm going to die. I won't kill myself, I already feel so bad that I want everyone to leave me. I can't stand people, they need to all leave me alone.
Tuesday, September 12, 2017
A Streak Of Unexplained Events, Originating In the mind's eye, and compiled into reality
A Streak Of Unexplained Events, Originating In the mind's eye, and compiled into reality
Monday, September 11, 2017
Sunday, September 10, 2017
What does it mean?
What does it mean, to awake at 12 am today? That's what I did. Wait, but why? I don't understand. I was awaiting midnight and it somehow came to me, without me having to use an alarm clock or anything of the like!
Leading Up To This Day
Ahh well... I get up at exactly 12am today and get me a drink of strawberry banana. I just think that I got a bad feeling about today.
Saturday, September 9, 2017
Nobody will listen
I can't explain my problem to anyone. Nobody will listen. I'm in anguish but nobody wants to believe me or understand me when I say so. I don't need help from a psychological standpoint, I need other kind of help which I don't even know myself what kind of help I need! My problem isn't psychological, it's much deeper than that. I'm experiencing psychological pain in the sense that I often feel as though I'm going to faint. Life is a drug, and unhealthy drug, and it's a bad kind of drug, if you know what I mean. I want to know what other life there is besides this one. Another one is getting rolled up, not a cigarette, but life is getting ready to be hit and I can't live this way no more. I'm too low off of life and tired as fuck after I get these constant feelings of faintness and mere heart attack. I must sleep for about 13 hours a day now because of all of the stress that I've gone through, and unfortunately I don't have any premonitions while I sleep. I'm literally no good, I'm only a negative influence on this world. I've got a toxic relationship with life and this world, and I want out, literally. I want an escape route out of life!!!!!!! Help me, for time keeps coming and doesn't want to stop. I want time to stop so that all of my problems can stop already. Remember the good times?
Oh, Why?
Haha! Oh what have I done, to deserve the meeting of myself with time? I don't want to meet the future, though it will keep coming. Let's all hope that no more time exists for me. I'm done a LONG TIME AGO. Bye time, see you some other time. Nothing lasts forever by the way, so I can't be concerned about the lack of time. Oh wait, that brings me to another realization: I've been losing time, I've been lacking many months, which doesn't get across to anybody so I will just hope that time will just end so that I won't know anything about time anymore!!!!
What Time Should Do!
Time. It should give me break. Upcoming time should fail to meet me, and the future must go away. otherwise serious bad luck is coming my way and seriously bad shit is going to happen!!!!!!!
Friday, September 8, 2017
Every moment
Every moment of my life, I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack, or that I'm going to faint, from shear stress. I know that there must be fairness that isn't given in this life, but comes in the afterlife. It's not scientifically supported, but shit, I must believe it. Or else I have no hope. I know deep inside that I will try and fail to get to redemption within my lifetime. And then life is not fair. Fairness, or redemption is out there somewhere, but not within my lifetime. What kind of redemption? Redemption from lost time, time that's been lost due to being boring or unproductive; lack of sensory stimuli. That's why I wish that life would hurry the fuck up and end already, so that I could at least see what's on the other side. To be bored is the greatest evil of them all. Maybe it's not fairness that I'm looking for, but instead re
Slipping into a premonition
Tonight, as the dark falls
I'm slipping
Slipping into a premonition
As Dusk falls,
Slipping into a prediction
I'm having a dream!
I'm slipping
Slipping into a premonition
As Dusk falls,
Slipping into a prediction
I'm having a dream!
Be patient please!
Please be patient. There's a sign of the end times coming, in the form of a hurricane. One of them Katia, the other Jose, and the third as Irma. Irma will not live long at all, but one of the other two will be catastrophic. I am having a prediction that Hurricane Jose will devastate the US and after Jose, a tropical storm will move the fuck out of the east coast of Africa and trudge along several thousands of miles, gaining strength in the warm water south and east of the Bahamas, and then move very quickly up North, then take a turn and move very fast East over either Virginia or Pennsylvania. That is my premonition for today. Thanks for reading.
Thursday, September 7, 2017
I got a bad feeling
I got a bad feeling. I just don't know. I've got a bad feeling about everything. In the past, what seems like the extremely distant past, I was once full of euphoria or elation, and now there is the worst that you can't even imagine. I'm physically in this world, though my mind is practically not.😕😠Time seems to move by so quickly nowadays. In fact, I can't even stop and think about what I'm doing, nor prepare for everything. Time is literally slipping away. I hate to say this, although I would wish that time already be over with, so that all of my problems would be over with already! I get the perception that my mind cannot grasp the feeling of elation anymore. My mind can't even grasp reality, which is why I want to have an escape route out of life, despite the fact that that would mean going into the unknown. You keep thinking about what's going to happen in the future, while I know by sixth sense that the future is bringing something dire and grim with it. And that's why I'm looking for an escape route out of life. I got this pain deep inside of me, that's not physical but is psychological, however it feels just about the same as physical pain, and extreme pain at that. I can sense myself drowning in bad luck, while good luck has totally abandoned me a truly long time ago. Call me crazy, but the feeling is too overwhelming to ignore or diss. I will maintain that my sixth sense is real, no matter what you want to tell me. They can do whatever they want, but my sixth sense still prevails. It's not necessarily or particularly about making a premonition about something that will happen in the future, but instead about sensing what the future will be like. Every time bad luck comes near me, I hurt deep inside and it's even damaging my soul. When you don't want to believe what I'm saying, such as when I say that I have a sixth sense, my soul then becomes damaged. And of course, yes it sounds insane or as if I'm a schizophrenic, but I think that it's all true!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 6, 2017
I look to the clouds, and nothing can help me. Yet I'm still in this life, because everyone is making me be still in this life. I can't do anything about it. I just have to take it all in. "What do I do?" I can't do anything about anything for goodness sake. I'm drowning in life, drowning in negative emotions.
Nothing Can Help Me
SHIT! I take the pill, and nothing changes. No drug can help me. I'm lost in the midst of irredeemable dissonance. Oh boy, what do I do? DISSONANCE!!!!!!!!! Psychological and social dissonance, and every kind of forsaken dissonance that one can think of. FUCK! This is figurative language, only figuratively speaking about the drug that can't help me, but other than that, everything else is the truth, nothing but the truth! It's night time, but the shine is still shining somewhere out there, just not in this lifetime. There is no hope left, but hope is still there somewhere, if you know what I mean.
Please...
Please no more category 5 thunderstorms in the future, LOL. I know that it sounds funny, and all is funny and all that, but FUCK! High waves, high winds, tumultuous seas...FUCK THAT!
My life is shrouded in darkness, but I know that there's relief
My life is shrouded in darkness. I know that somewhere, there is relief. The relief is like sunlight on the fields, penetrating the empty darkness, the empty void which my life is amidst in. But unfortunately, I doubt that the sunlight is in this life. I remember good times, and I'm thinking back to good times! Remember when times we're good. But now it's as if we're in a totally different world. I'm looking forward to some relief, which unfortunately I don't think comes in my lifetime. It has to come some time after my life. Yes, but why? You might ask. Why is it this way? Why doesn't relief come in own lifetime? Well, that is a good question, then. You see, life is full of happiness, good thoughts, but is also full of bad things, or bad emotions. In my life, the bad or negative emotions have far outweighed any positive feelings or emotions, such as happiness or contentment, those of which can't be redeemed or . I don't know what to do. I'm hopeless. I don't want to know anything about the future, not even any information about the future, because it's better not to know or even think about what's coming! Health is most important. Health is more important than a job, than school, than anything that you can possibly think of. And that's why I want to be healthy. I'm healthy now, but I want my soul to have good health. I say soul because that's just about the only way I can describe it.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017
THIS WEEK
This week, I think that there will be a major computer hack and scientific discovery of space! I also think that there will be a major catastrophe in Asia such as an earthquake.
I've Got Some Deep Feelings
I've got some extreme feelings that are actually very deep within. I know what you might be thinking; that I should get rid of those feelings. However, I think that my feelings are trying to tell me something! Please don't disregard any of my thoughts or feelings, because I know from experience that I have a legitimate sixth sense.
Monday, September 4, 2017
I Can't Do Anything This Week
I can't do anything this week, and that just how it is! I got a bad feeling about everything and the entire future
What Do I Do?
What do I do when my sixth sense is indescribably strong? And nobody wants to think that I'm telling the truth? I feel like I'm going through dissonance!!!!!!!!! I want to live again
Social and cognitive dissonance is what it is...
Social and cognitive dissonance is what it is...
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Everybody might think I'm crazy or that I have Schizophrenia. But I think without a doubt that I have a legitimate sixth sense, and nobody wants to listen to me when I advise or tell them what to do. I'm not someone who tells premonitions, but I can sense something bad before it happens. But now that nobody believes, they are effectively killing me. I'm not physically dead, but in a literal sense I am psychologically dying, knowing that something grim is coming and I can't do anything about it because nobody wants to believe me. ðŸ˜
I warn
I warn
People Don't Understand Me
I feel as though people don't understand me. I think that I've got an intuition, or a sixth sense. People probably won't be willing to believe me though. Because of this, I feel condemned because my intuition is telling me that something grave is coming, and my intuition has never failed me. I feel more than abandoned by everyone. When is the higher power going to come by and get me out of here?
Friday, September 1, 2017
Am I Okay?
No I'm not okay, sorry to say this but it's true. But I can't explain what's wrong, I mean my intuition tells me that things are going very wrong
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