I want a girlfriend w/hair like this!

I want a girlfriend w/hair like this!
https://www.youtube.com/user/ch527kerosene

I Want To Rave With This Girl

Sidenote: I don't know why, but this video appeared in my "recommended for you" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxtQ15nA7oA; this girl's so pretty I want to rave with her

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http://theworldindespair.blogspot.com/2017/03/why-dont-i-feel-at-home-i-feel..html?m=1

I'll give away all of my desires in order to be reborn and reincarnated . I didn't agree to this life of mine in this world anymore. Let's hope.for.peace soon

Time turns to death

Time turns to death
And my life is being drained
Finite time...
...but my life is infinitely ambitious and complex
Please allow me soon, to depart.
Ambition won't be satisfied, due to time that has been lost...
...time that made up my life
And the best is to end this time, without commotion being stirred among people.
...and be reborn, albeit literally into another world
Where I can have peace

I'm a lost soul roaming this world

I'm just a lost soul who needs to conform to society's beliefs that are ingrained in me. I have my own personal belief though, that I can already depart this world just to have peace and be reincarnated without returning to this world. It's not even funny. I want to believe that I can escape everything and be in another realm in which I can restart and live my life as I want, my ambitions perfectly achieved at th perfect time. Time in this life has been wasted and shifted into the afterlife

I don't want any desires any more; I will only keep my necessities to have peace

I'm stuck in November of 2016; if only I could go back in time. Are you all reading this from Facebook? If yes, then give me a holler. I need somebody like a girlfriend. No I don't. I need a job, or I need ambition. No I don't; I've had too much of life why, what did I ever do wrong? At the beginning of everything, I didn't agree to anything and I definitely didn't agree to live a life that to me seems torture. I've been tormented phsychologically me mind is never at ease, I am never well, and worry about what I'm writing doesn't help. You don't understand, my state cannot be redeemed by happiness or anything positive even though we'd like to think so, that things could turn around. Oh well...I had ambitions before and they were so complex that I don't know how life can go on as I wanted it to. I wanted things to happen perfectly and at the perfect times but when you're too late the lost time won't be redeemed because life only has a set amount of time in which ambitions and the like can fit in. Why can't you understand