Daily summary

8/26/2018 Today I had breakfast for about na hour then laid in bed for about two hours. Then i browsed the internet for about two hours. Later i went to a friends House for about 6 hours to talk with her and other people. I then went Home and Walked for about two hours, before browsing the Web for about three hours. Later i went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/27/2018: Had breakfast then laid in bed for about two hours. Then I walked for about three hours. Later I browsed the web for about two hours, before having lunch for about 1 hour. At about 10PM, went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/28/2018 Slept in bed for about three hours. Breakfast for about 1 hour, then browsing the web for about three hours. Walked for about three hours. Had dinner for about an hour. Did some photography two hours. Later slept for about 8 hours. 8/29/2018 Laid in bed for about two hours then had breakfast 1 hour. Later i Walked for about 2 hours and browsed web for two hours. Later had lunch then i laid in bed for about an hour. Then i went to psychologist.

Daily Summary for Psych

8/17/2018 I walked for about two hours, after which I had lunch, then watered plants. I did some photography for about two hours. Later I surfed the web, then had dinner for about an hour. Later, I watched some TV for about two hours, after which I slept for about 6 hours. 8/18/2018 I walked for about two hours, then laid in bed for about two hours, after which I surfed the web for about two hours, then had lunch. Later, I talked with a friend of mine for about three to four hours. I later had dinner for about an hour, after which I sat around outside. Later, I slept for about two hours. I surfed the web for about two hours. Then I watched TV for about two hours. I watched "To All The Boys I Loved Before", Dark Tourist, Most Unknown, etc. Later I went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/19/2018 I had breakfast, then talked with a friend for about 4 hours. Then I walked for about two hours, after which I had lunch. Later I browsed the web. 8/20/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, I had breakfast, then walked for about two hours. Later I laid in bed for about two hours. Then I browsed the web for about two hours. I also did some photography for about two hours, later watched TV for about two hours. 8/21/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, I had breakfast. I laid in bed for about two hours, then browsed the web for about two hours. A friend of mine then came over for about an hour, after which I went to his house to watch some TV for about an hours. Then I walked for about two hours. I also tried to do some photography for about two hours. 8/22/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, I had breakfast for about an hour, then laid in bed for about two hours, after which I walked for about two hours. Then I browsed the web for about two hours. Later some photography for about two hours or more.

I've Lost it for good.

I tried getting over the fact that some people have deleted me off of their Facebook, but it keeps coming back. I think I’ve lost it, for good.

Maybe capsaicin can make me invincible to Cancer, or at least inflammation?! I suppose that it’d take many centuries to build up enough of the chemical though.

The Truth About My Life

There have definitely been times when I’ve seen specific types of people out in public but can’t muster the courage to meet them, and they were usually good looking people. But you know, when I leave the store (for example), I feel sorry for leaving and abandoning those types of people. And afterwards, it’s as though I’ve been literally teleported into the other side, if you know what I mean. There’s one side, it’s called life, and there’s another side, that which is pretty much totally unknown to us and I have the constant fear that although it seems that I’ve returned to life, I’m too terrified that it’s like an ilusion, that I haven’t actually returned to life, that I’m acfually dead just by the mere fact of knowing that I can’t get back to all of these people, as I’ve got no communication, I didn’t jot down a number or anything. This is a miserable life, one that I definitely “regret”.

What’s going on, everyone?!

Daily Summary

Today I got back from phsychologist and store, then checked out my brother’s new camper and showed him my vacation photos. Next, I read various things in the internet and even wrote in my own blog. Next, sleep for 8 hours. Lay in bed for about an hour. Eat breakfast for an hour. Then watch Youtube for about an hour and write. Walk for about 2 hours, then have lunch. Dinner for an hour. 8/1/2018: After sleeping for about 8 hours, I then I did some reading on the web for about two hours, then laid in bed for about two hours. I had breakfast, then I walked. I listened to some music later. Dinner for about an hour, then browsing the web. 8/2/2018: After sleep for 8 hours, I laid in bed for about 1 hour, then walked for about 1 hour, browsed online for 1 hour, then went to the store and returned home after two hours. Then I had dinner for about 1 hour. I did some more walking for about an hour, as well as browsing online. I then helped mom for about 1 hour with preparing cabbage. Then I did some writing for about two hours. Laid in bed for about an hour. Later, I went to sleep for about 8 hours. 8/3/2018: Then I ate breakfast, did some walking for about 2 hours, then talked with my aunt for about an hour. I later wrote for about an hour and looked at the internet for about two hours. Had dinner for about an hour. 8/4/2018: Breakfast, then some walking for two hours, lay in bed for an hour. Have lunch for an hour, then read for an hour, write for an hour, surf the web for two hours. Dinner later for an hour. Help with watering plants around the house for about two hours. TAlked to parents about changing psychiatrist. Later go to bed for 9 hours. 8/5/2018: Walk for two hours, have breakfast, read for an hour, write for an hour, surf the web for two hours, later had dinner for an hour, walked a little, went to town and got back two hours later, and watered the plants around the house for about two hours, did some yard work. Laid in bed for about an hour. Went to sleep for about 9 hours. 8/6/2018 Had breakfast for about an hour, walked for about two hours, read for an hour, write for an hour, surf the web for two hours, check on jobs, talk with mom for about an hour, went to the store for an hour and returned two hours later, have dinner later, talk with guests for about two hours. Lay in bed for about two hours. Later, go to bed for about 9 hours. 8/7/2018: Had breakfast for about an hour, laid in bed for nearly two hours, checked on social media, surfed the web (1 hour), read (1 hour), write (1 hour), later had lunch (1 hour), walked about two hours, wrote in my daily activity report, later went to phsychologist.