I despise some people on social media, and rightly so!

Dam*, why you people just ignore me like that? You think that ignorance is bliss, but ignorance is actually the evil tormenting my life as it’s directed towards me. Instead of bliss, ignorance causes lasting, excruciating, pain. Because of this, my life has been made to be nothing more than shit, at least to some people, and I’m greatly insulted. Why is there so much anger towards me?! I feel isolated and horrible to a great extent. I was hoping on doing something fun, but whatever my next step is in life, such as getting up to get something, or writing in a journal, it won’t lead to anything unless of course I do something that can lead to reversing this situation and getting into a better relationship w/people. I can’t get over it, that some people just refuse...I’m a lonely person...I was looking so eagerly on doing something that could bring me pleasure, but no matter how much pleasure or happiness that I experience now, it won’t lead to reversing my situation, which is of the most utmost importance. Seems as though everything that I do is either childish or to be condemned even by those near me. I can’t go doing anything at all, because that doesn’t lead me to getting even with everyone! Unless I can get even, I will drown in excruciating pain and won’t ever feel good or even acceptable. I wish that the situation, or the relationships that I have with people would be reversed, and that there be a sense of urgency among others, not just me, for this to come about. Ever since people have treated me this way, I’ve had nothing but miserable and unfair events happen to me; people would look down upon me as childish or innaproriate; but I think that it’s time to stop “being innapropriate”, because the only appropriate step to take next is to undo the injustice in my life. How can people do this to me?!