Some of my ex friends would probably betray me.

I now realize that life is nothing more than a story. It ultimately means nothing, because I’m nothing more than a piece of trash to people. Everything, it’s all just trivial. At least some people want to treat me like I’m nothing and that I should be forgotten forever, never getting to know me and not having a sensible reason for doing so. If they could, they’d probably betray me. It's quite strange, to say the least. I don't know who to talk to about this. I guess I'll always be alone, because eventually you will all leave (delete) me, but I'm aware that there are benefits of having nothing to do with others, and so am looking forward!