Why I have only 118 friends? I once had over 130.

What’s wrong with people? People who’ve never seen me before have swore at me, people who’ve not really known me at all, and people who I’ve never been mean to or mad at, deleting me off of Facebook?! I might never understand society. I strongly want to think that there’s a better world in existence apart from this one, a higher dimension, but that’s probably just fantasy. When I’m without forgiveness from others, I feel like I’ve lost my manhood.