Just when I thought everything was alright

Reality has to hit me in the crotch again, because that’s literally how much it hurts. I had hope that I live in an acceptable part of the world. It’s total nothingness that I must live here where I’m at, in America. No matter how well I feel living in a nation where there’s a relatively high chance of becoming wealthy, and where many aspects of life are great, despite all of these benefits I can’t stand being dissed by unapologetic and unforgiving people. I want to meet up with them because they’re sensitive. If you swear at me, or attack me, you’re basically a sensitive person. The truth about life, as well as my circumstances, is trying to bring me pleasure, but people have tried to overweigh it by physically and verbally attacking me. They should all be sent away, I just don’t know where...