The end of the world, and some thoughts about the mind

During the end of the world, the sun will set more slowly. For me personally, it would be a relief if my emotions and feelings simply went away. Anyway, Jet streams will be moving from East to West in the Northern Hemisphere, the differences in barometric pressure will be greater, however, the differences between cold and hot, or the poles and the equator in general, will be smaller than they are today. The human species will start to go extinct, gradually but surely. It will not be death in a bad sense, but merely a redistribution of matter. Life might arise somewhere else in the universe, just like humans have killed off species of animals, those of which are therefore extinct. New species have developed. And the hope is that it can can be the same for people, who destroy our Earth’s ecosystems and animals. My goodness! Maybe an alien civilization will make us go extinct. There will be a great renewal, and a new age will come to us. People might start sweating too much, causing an uptick in global moisture due to the warmer conditions present, therefore increasing the effect of pollution. But not only will the world end one day, but also, people’s hormones (growth & reproductive), adrenaline levels, endorphine levels, dopamine levels, serotonin levels, and other levels of chemicals will be off balance and we might even be able to teleport molecules into places such as people’s minds, drinks, etc. The world won’t be the same place anymore as it currently is. Our problems, with issues such as the denuclearization of North Korea, and Iran, will pale in comparison to what is to come. If this happened right now, it would be a curse, and I’d have the illusion that it’d help my life somehow, especially in forgetting my mostly irreversible problems. Just goes to show how much it hurts. Anyway, I think that we can expect extreme geomagnetic storms and bombardment by cosmic rays simultaneously. Auroras might appear over the equator on a daily basis for a long period of time, exciting ground currents and being a catalyst for minor quakes. I think that the Universe is electrical, or at least that’s what I’ve learned. The universe is just like the mind, the structures of dark matter resembling the internal neuronal structures of the brain. And just like the Universe, the mind can be destroyed to an indescribable extent, not just physically, but also phsychologically. Someone who has as much despair as me would like to think otherwise, that there’s hope after the devastation. Ambient music is a main catalyst for such thoughts of mine. It’s something I can’t accept, the calm and peacefullness of the world that ambient music reminds me of. I’ve been hurt by people’s perspectives about me, and the extreme critique imposed upon me by people who were supposed to help me psychologically, and those who I wish would help me with the reality of everything. My mind has been feeling like it’s been disintegrating, falling apart, while looking for some way to express my true feelings. I worry about things that others consider trivial, which try to kill me and leave me ending up in suffering. One example of such a trivial thing is that I lost friends on Facebook; The devil, or at least that’s who I tend to think about, speaks to such people, rendering me a piece of shit by people’s standards and feeling like everything would finally end. I don’t know where this is all going, but my feelings tell me that this life isn’t worth anything; it’s not worth any of the feelings that I’ve been having over the years. I just want to live pleasantly in this world, without being ditched and despised by others...