I'm Afraid Of Ancestry DNA...

I know I'm only semi-professional at life! I'm kind of a cheap person to some extent, and as a result, I must improvise and tinker around a little while my life doesn't work out perfectly! I guess that's just the way I am. I can't personally decide whether or not I should change or stay who I am. It's an excruciatingly difficult decision. But as a result however, I've learned a lot and, in a way, become a stronger, more meaningful person. I hope that others appreciate me because of this. And the fact that...actually, don't make fun of me for saying this, although I'm really frightened that if I take a DNA test, I might found out that I have gold digger DNA, if you know what I mean!