Why?

Oh...why has everything and essentially everyone I know turned vile? They act bad to me. It was once different; do you remember those days, when life was not necessarily normal, but there was at least some slight normality to it? Now my life is totally uncontrollable. I get nervous and stressed out too much. I wish that I came from somewhere else, that I was born to a different family and didn't have to do with the people that I know. If I lived in the best country in the world right now, and it was a perfect utopia, my life would still be unacceptable!