I got a bad feeling

I got a bad feeling. I just don't know. I've got a bad feeling about everything. In the past, what seems like the extremely distant past, I was once full of euphoria or elation, and now there is the worst that you can't even imagine. I'm physically in this world, though my mind is practically not.😕😭 Time seems to move by so quickly nowadays. In fact, I can't even stop and think about what I'm doing, nor prepare for everything. Time is literally slipping away. I hate to say this, although I would wish that time already be over with, so that all of my problems would be over with already! I get the perception that my mind cannot grasp the feeling of elation anymore. My mind can't even grasp reality, which is why I want to have an escape route out of life, despite the fact that that would mean going into the unknown. You keep thinking about what's going to happen in the future, while I know by sixth sense that the future is bringing something dire and grim with it. And that's why I'm looking for an escape route out of life. I got this pain deep inside of me, that's not physical but is psychological, however it feels just about the same as physical pain, and extreme pain at that. I can sense myself drowning in bad luck, while good luck has totally abandoned me a truly long time ago. Call me crazy, but the feeling is too overwhelming to ignore or diss. I will maintain that my sixth sense is real, no matter what you want to tell me. They can do whatever they want, but my sixth sense still prevails. It's not necessarily or particularly about making a premonition about something that will happen in the future, but instead about sensing what the future will be like. Every time bad luck comes near me, I hurt deep inside and it's even damaging my soul. When you don't want to believe what I'm saying, such as when I say that I have a sixth sense, my soul then becomes damaged. And of course, yes it sounds insane or as if I'm a schizophrenic, but I think that it's all true!!!!!!!!!!!