Nobody will listen

I can't explain my problem to anyone. Nobody will listen. I'm in anguish but nobody wants to believe me or understand me when I say so. I don't need help from a psychological standpoint, I need other kind of help which I don't even know myself what kind of help I need! My problem isn't psychological, it's much deeper than that. I'm experiencing psychological pain in the sense that I often feel as though I'm going to faint. Life is a drug, and unhealthy drug, and it's a bad kind of drug, if you know what I mean. I want to know what other life there is besides this one. Another one is getting rolled up, not a cigarette, but life is getting ready to be hit and I can't live this way no more. I'm too low off of life and tired as fuck after I get these constant feelings of faintness and mere heart attack. I must sleep for about 13 hours a day now because of all of the stress that I've gone through, and unfortunately I don't have any premonitions while I sleep. I'm literally no good, I'm only a negative influence on this world. I've got a toxic relationship with life and this world, and I want out, literally. I want an escape route out of life!!!!!!! Help me, for time keeps coming and doesn't want to stop. I want time to stop so that all of my problems can stop already. Remember the good times?