I feel like I've already died many times. Maybe I have, psychologically, yet I'm so isolated from everyone. I feel like I'm going to die. Every moment of my life feels like I'm going to have a heart attack or am going to faint. In fact, when I get home I go to sleep despite a lack of physical stress or overworking, I practically have brain damage right now and as time goes on, the worse it gets. You'd think that it would get better with time. But it's a pain that never goes away. I got a bad feeling; that I'm going to die. I won't kill myself, I already feel so bad that I want everyone to leave me. I can't stand people, they need to all leave me alone.
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