But I didn't know...

I didn't know... I didn't know that you couldn't post things on Facebook that could greatly concern others. I totally forgot, practically didn't know anymore, that I was maltreated in the past, that I was called a bitch by people, and that the past is downright horrible and it just keeps getting worse with time. I wasn't born to live this! I didn't volunteer for this life. I had no idea, ever, that this life could be so brutal and cause so much suffering. Life has no meaning, it's just filled with suffering! It's definitely not because of me, it's because of others. But they will keep maltreating me until I die, and never saying "sorry". I should've died a while ago; I would've then had peace and not had to go through all of this shit anymore. I don't want to go through any shit anymore, I just, I want everything to go away. Just about everyone, has made me feel horrible deep inside because they haven't given me any feedback, they couldn't possibly care less about how I feel.