WHY I NEED TO'vSTAY HERE IF I WANT TO ENTER ANOTHER REALM

I'm being tortured by staying here. i know that Earth might be only planet out there but it's not the only realm that we inhabit. I'm ready to depart from here and start new life in other realm. WHEN CAN I FINALLY DO SO, WITHOUT OTHER PEOPLE CREATING COMMOTION OVER IT? But...I'm a smart guy and can figure out what to do. Life hasn't worked out for me & will never work for me again, despite the fact I'm 22 years old. One might argue that, me life is still ahead for me. The problem is that I've been in so much psychological torment, and I've wasted so much time in life  that happiness and life in general cannot redeem me from despair. [I have crossed the border of no return. I know that it's scary to go away from Earth because it's going into the unknown but given my situations, I prefer a gamble over life itself which i know will be so bad that by entering into another realm, I have nothing to lose. The life we have here is just one realm and we are too afraid to go beyond the border into the "other country", when we've had too much, because of what society will think of us. I've had too much of life and don't care that people think that going to another realm means death. Something tells me to go to another realm in which i will live again. There's a voice telling me