I'm Beyond Despair

I'm Beyond Despair; but what does that mean? First of all, I'm beyond death" means that I can die if need be and death will not overcome me, maybe emotionally or literally. So, I'm beyond despair, and into uncharted territory. Death is not something to be feared; instead, it is something that doesn't overcome me, or overwhelm me. I'm too far into uncharted territory to care. I'm indifferent