I Hate life here

I Hate life here please can i just die. it's a cold world where nothing changes, places where i'll never return too. Chicago. DETROIT. Lansing, MICHIGAN. The buildings and everything is cold, eternal winter despite change of season. THE 80 degree weather doesn't make me feel better. Vegas, no. Everywhere I am isn't home. I don't feel like myself, no matter where I am. I'm tortured by thoughts of living here on Earth. Just let me be! I want out! I don't want technology, no electricity, gadgets such as smartphones and last year went away so now I want to die. I want to take all that is desirable and throw it away just so that I can be free of this world which is too complex and die. I will let everything away, whether it's thinking about going places, getting new technology FUCK THIS WORLD my parents have crossed the border and I want to be reincarnated today. FUCK TRAVEL AND THE FACT THAT OTHER PLACES EXIST AND MILLIONS OF MOVIES, VIDEO GAMES, FOODS, MAGAZINES, BOOKS, ETC. THAT I MISS EVERYDAY. I want out! Please grant me my wish and all I want is peace. Forsaken life