Why am I fascinated?

Why am I fascinated by how people looked like thousands of years ago?! I want to know what Europeans looked like, and why it is that I so enjoy listening to binaural beats while thinking about this mystery? Is there a connection to a past life that I once had, and wasn't able to see specific people during my past life, and now I want to know what everyone from past generations, until the beginning of time looked like?! I mean, seriously, I'm compelled to know what their facial reconstruction looks like, of Europeans from every generation, all of the way to the beginning of time. What did this dutch 18 year old from 5,000 years ago look like? And how about the French 43 year old from 2,000 years ago?! And how about the German 25 year old from 10,000 years ago? See what I mean here? I mean I want to know what everyone who ever lived looked like!