As a person who strives for an uncommon world

As a person from the United States, I have mixed feelings about Russia, Syria, and well, the US itself! But I think that we are essentially all a form of energy. Don't worry so much about the news if you can't do anything about it. We essentially have a soul, but I don't follow traditional religious works. I still think that we have a desire for something greater in this world. I'm inspired to write in this order after listening to some inspirational ambient music. We only have each other. We can't go on like this any longer. While in the routine of everyday life, I essentially daydream of getting out of the routine, to become something better, not to suffer anymore. Throughout time, I may very likely be maltreated due to what I think. But I realize a higher truth than what the usual individual possesses. Usually, life is mundane but we don't realize it. I've realized how mundane our daily lives are, and have no more happiness. In fact, I can't find happiness, contentment, or anything of that nature, anymore. Mundanity is the destroyer, the evil in this world. The world around us must become an uncommon one. Everyday it seems like we go down the same road, to the same place, only to repeat ourselves on a more or less daily basis. But that instills extreme psychological pain in me, because mundanity makes me feel as though I'm literally locked inside of a cage. Throughout time, there is essentially something invisible, telling me to stray away from this destructive world, in which my existence ceases to experience any further excitement. I feel like we need enormous change in this world, but I also feel that enormous change must come into my life: moving far away, getting totally different car and clothes, etc. Also, I feel like I should start learning more and more things: science, art, electronics, and maybe engineering. If only you would all know what it's like being stuck in this world that I live in, you'd then understand that it's torture.