Where can you go?!

I mean, where can you go? If you're left here on Earth, in the midst of infidels. I'm not an infidel. I'm indescribable, because I'm even worse than an infidel. I'm living an unacceptable life, and am a son of a well, in my own home. I can't accept my life. I'm living in a land that doesn't belong to neither you or me. I don't care what ideology we, you or I live in, I just want to have peace.