I'm In A State Of Irredeemable Despair dsfd

My friend, I'm in Irredeemable despair. Please listen to this. It's like I have the need to go home, which means not being here on Earth. I'm being called to go back home and I'm being missed. What is home? you might ask. Well, usually home is a place we all call Earth. But the problem is, that I don't feel at home on this Earth. Pleas help me somehow. There's really despair which envelops the whole world. The world is not hateful to me; it's something much worse; indescribable. The thing is that, while this is true. it's also truie that the world doesn't do this intentionally. 😭😭😭😭