Today I Read...

So there was an article about the photographing of kids in situations that were considered at least by some to be innapropriate. But I’ve found a major problem with this, and it’s affecting my life currently...first of all, the photographer supposedly wrote (or said) that the images remind her of what life was like in the 70’s, when kids could dress up in what is now widely, if not totally, considered explitive, clothing. What I got from this is that I get reminded of my childhood by all of the beautiful faces that I’ve seen, but the problem I have with myself is that I’m older than I actually look. You might think, "Okay then", but I've been trying to be serious!

Daily Summary 8/30/2018

8/30/2018 Walked for about three hours, laid in bed for about two hours, went to the mall and returned about two hours later. Then browsed the web for about two hours. Later had dinner, then read a magazine for about two hours. Later I went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/31/2018 Had breakfast for about an hour, before walking for about two hours. Then I went to the store and came back about three hours later. Then I had lunch. Later I laid in bed for about two hours. Then I read for about 1 to 2 hours. Later I browsed the web for about three hours, before going to sleep for about eight hours. 9/1/2018 Had breakfast for about an hour, before walking for about an hour. Then I laid in bed for about two hours, before talking to my dad for an hour, and browsing the web for about three hours. Later I had lunch. 9/4/2018 I made dinner, then ate dinner for about an hour. Later I browsed the web for about three hours. I also walked for about three hours. 9/3/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, eating breakfast for an hour, I went to Ann Arbor where I walked a lot, looked at electronics at Best Buy and returned in the evening. Then I browsed the web for about three hours, and did some walking. 9/4/2018 After having breakfast for 1 hour, I browsed the web for about three hours. Later I walked for about three hours. Then I had lunch. I helped make dinner for about half an hour, then ate dinner for about an hour. 9/5/2018 After having breakfast, I laid in bed for about two hours, then browsed the web for about 3 hours. I talked with someone about a job interview.

Daily summary

8/26/2018 Today I had breakfast for about na hour then laid in bed for about two hours. Then i browsed the internet for about two hours. Later i went to a friends House for about 6 hours to talk with her and other people. I then went Home and Walked for about two hours, before browsing the Web for about three hours. Later i went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/27/2018: Had breakfast then laid in bed for about two hours. Then I walked for about three hours. Later I browsed the web for about two hours, before having lunch for about 1 hour. At about 10PM, went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/28/2018 Slept in bed for about three hours. Breakfast for about 1 hour, then browsing the web for about three hours. Walked for about three hours. Had dinner for about an hour. Did some photography two hours. Later slept for about 8 hours. 8/29/2018 Laid in bed for about two hours then had breakfast 1 hour. Later i Walked for about 2 hours and browsed web for two hours. Later had lunch then i laid in bed for about an hour. Then i went to psychologist.

Daily Summary for Psych

8/17/2018 I walked for about two hours, after which I had lunch, then watered plants. I did some photography for about two hours. Later I surfed the web, then had dinner for about an hour. Later, I watched some TV for about two hours, after which I slept for about 6 hours. 8/18/2018 I walked for about two hours, then laid in bed for about two hours, after which I surfed the web for about two hours, then had lunch. Later, I talked with a friend of mine for about three to four hours. I later had dinner for about an hour, after which I sat around outside. Later, I slept for about two hours. I surfed the web for about two hours. Then I watched TV for about two hours. I watched "To All The Boys I Loved Before", Dark Tourist, Most Unknown, etc. Later I went to sleep for about eight hours. 8/19/2018 I had breakfast, then talked with a friend for about 4 hours. Then I walked for about two hours, after which I had lunch. Later I browsed the web. 8/20/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, I had breakfast, then walked for about two hours. Later I laid in bed for about two hours. Then I browsed the web for about two hours. I also did some photography for about two hours, later watched TV for about two hours. 8/21/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, I had breakfast. I laid in bed for about two hours, then browsed the web for about two hours. A friend of mine then came over for about an hour, after which I went to his house to watch some TV for about an hours. Then I walked for about two hours. I also tried to do some photography for about two hours. 8/22/2018 After sleeping for about 8 hours, I had breakfast for about an hour, then laid in bed for about two hours, after which I walked for about two hours. Then I browsed the web for about two hours. Later some photography for about two hours or more.

I've Lost it for good.

I tried getting over the fact that some people have deleted me off of their Facebook, but it keeps coming back. I think I’ve lost it, for good.

Maybe capsaicin can make me invincible to Cancer, or at least inflammation?! I suppose that it’d take many centuries to build up enough of the chemical though.

The Truth About My Life

There have definitely been times when I’ve seen specific types of people out in public but can’t muster the courage to meet them, and they were usually good looking people. But you know, when I leave the store (for example), I feel sorry for leaving and abandoning those types of people. And afterwards, it’s as though I’ve been literally teleported into the other side, if you know what I mean. There’s one side, it’s called life, and there’s another side, that which is pretty much totally unknown to us and I have the constant fear that although it seems that I’ve returned to life, I’m too terrified that it’s like an ilusion, that I haven’t actually returned to life, that I’m acfually dead just by the mere fact of knowing that I can’t get back to all of these people, as I’ve got no communication, I didn’t jot down a number or anything. This is a miserable life, one that I definitely “regret”.